Sunday, January 30, 2011, 7:30 PM
It has been a long time since I last updated my blog.
I havent been going to church for the past few weeks due to body unwellness.
Common Flu. Sore Eyes.
It seems like a spirtual battle.
I am feeling great going back to God's house once again.
Unknowingly, Brothers and Sisters in Christ are so concerned about me during my absence,
which really touches my heart.
Thank God for showing me that I am not alone.
Draw me closer to you, God.

Today it has been a very good service for me - Psalm 90:1-12.
Once again remind me that life is unpredictable, short.
I have just realised that upcoming things in life are coming to fast for us to even realise.
At the same time, we should give thanks to whatever that is provided to us.
We have to understand the brevity of life.
1. Life is short
2. Life is filled with sin
3. Life is empty
4. Life is misery

Psalm 90:12 - Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.
Sin can cause:-
1. Sickness
2. Trouble
3. Death

We should remember the following:-
1. In our limited life time, we seek for eternal life
2. In our limited life time, we thank God for his grace
3. In our limited life time, we should cherish all moments of life may it be up or down times
4. In our limited life time, we should give our life to the eternal God

Thank God for bringing me back, not forsaking me for whatever I have done.
God's love will never change.

I have been troubled and pressurized by my boss.
I have always the thot that, I try my very best to do whatever I can.
My work, my effort will be recognize.
I am wrong, people are selfish, narrow minded.
People will never admit that they are wrong but they will only use their finger to point at people.
Sometimes, I really feel why am I treated so unfairly? Why I got such a useless and lazy boss.
Working become no meaning to me. Working hard for someone else credit and boss feels I am not good enough, slow, not capable.
Am I really not capable? Is the problem lies with me?
I am really not sure. I really did my best. I have not let down anyone.
I am not answerable to anyone.
I used to love the job I am doing, however right now, I have no interest at all.
Maybe I dont see myself somewhere in the office.
Now after the service, I have thot thru many things.
I shouldnt waste time on all this unimportant things in life.
Authority, position ain't what I am looking for.
I wanna show people God's love. Let people knows about God.
I wanna help people. I want to love people around me.
I should live my life to the fullness and not waste time getting unahppy about what is just tempory.
At this point of time, the situation I am in, drives me further to set up my own business.
And I can confirm that it's God's confirmation and approval to my plan and thots.
I really thank God! I think its blessing in disguise.


Saturday, August 14, 2010, 10:43 AM
Many things happened in just a coupled of weeks.
Things are becoming different.
Well, after all had happened, people are revealing their hideous side,
which is really sickening.

People get closed to you with unknown motive.
Faking out to be true when they are just out to get something.
The more you fake to be true, the more it reveals your real intention.
Only then I realised people cannot be trusted.
The saddest thing isnt just people becoming fake
But our brother and sister in Christ are living out all that is not pleasing to God.
Speaking and preaching so much about God,
but they failed to live out what they preached.
Although I am not as perfect as any other Christian fellowmates,
but I am upset that God's name is used in vain
and Christian's reputation is totally ruined.
1 of this people is good enough to spoil the good name.
Wonder God's teaching has gone into their mind and their heart.
Hatred. Fake. Hideous.
God, please tell me what to do.

Its so sad, when your own friends cannot be trusted anymore.
Many people say forget about it and still be friends.
Yes, we are still friends but I can never share secrets with them anymore.
Once the trust is broken, it will always be broken.

Well, I thank God for good family and colleagues and my beloved.
They are my support.
God had foreseen same to happen but He has plans for me.
He had arranged people to be with me just like He is being with me.
I have been away from God for a long time.
God draws me closer to you.
THANK YOU GOD!
You are great and amazing. (:

**Shine Grace Matters**

Sunday, June 6, 2010, 10:50 PM
Its been real long since I last blogged.

Just some thots in mind.

Recently, I realised that how great God can be.
So amazing, got me in surprise. Really.
Many things seems impossible but God had always give us way to walk.
Just a matter whether we see it and do we wanna follow.
Sometimes just wonder if anyone can understand our plight?
Anyone will pity our plight?
Well, now I fully understand that God is there for us
and He will send the right people around you to tell you
the answer that you are seeking.
Its that amazing.
I am totally amazed!

I'm pretty sure God will have way for us.. (:
I just need confirmation.
God, you know how I feel deep inside.
As said in the Bible:

"Ask and it will be given to you;
seek and you will find;
knock and the door will be opened to you.
For everyone who asks receives;
he who seeks finds;
and to him who knocks,
the door will be opened"

I am awaiting for the confirmation from God.
I do have faith (:

Saturday, February 20, 2010, 10:25 AM
D.R.E.A.M

It started with...

'such a typical day
getting ready for work
usual routine
waking up. brush teeth. bathe.
drying hair. eating breakfast. make up. toliet break.
off I headed for work
Its 8.05a.m in the morning
waiting at the bus stop for bus 60
looking around thinking
" Will I get a chance to see him today?
I doubt so, as it has already passed his time"
*hoping to get to see him*
when I thought my hope is gone
I saw him just somewhere behind me
thinking that its unreal
unexpectedly, he got up the bus just right behind me
first time I felt so closed but the feeling is really unreal
throughout the whole journey to the interchange,
I peeped at him randomly
I do not have the guts to look at him directly
The feeling is so exciting
HAHA. * Laughing at myself *
When we reached the interchange,
I got up the escalator,
astonished by his action,
he is standing right next to me.
And we separate our ways."

such a sweet dream (:

Its seems artificial.
Sometimes dreams can be real.
However we are not able to live in dreams forever,
finally we have to wake up to face the reality.
Reality consist of:-

  1. Happiness
  2. Sadness
  3. Stress
  4. Love
  5. Excitment
  6. Bitterness
  7. Sweet
  8. Sour
  9. Anger
  10. Cruel
  11. Tough
  12. Lovely
there are many ingredients in reality
it depends on how you manage and think
I do have sweet dreams
smiling stupidly to myself
we are unable to control our lives
its all in the hand of God
what comes in life and what goes off life
there are reasons to it
just that we are unable to identify and understand
if we are able to control and to manipulate
our lives and possession
we are not human but we are God
for we do not know what is going next on our lives' movie
let alone for us to control our lives

Silly folks thinking future ahead is in their hand
what we have in life is all provided by God
do you think human are strong?
I can be sure of the answer
'NO'
human life is so vulnerable
when we perish on earth, we will never know
Silly folks fought for possession, treasure, wealth
in sacrifice of family ties, friendship
going through law suite
is it worth it?
fighting for things that will never last
when you say Bye-Bye to the earth,
you can bring nothing with you
Just like the statement made:
' When we come into this world, we come with nothing
When we parted with this world, we bring nothing with us'
All your possession will be left behind for your descendants.

I trust God and believe He has a great plan for me
all I have to do is await upon God
God has his own timing
I greatly believe
Anything that separates me from God shall be cut off
Sin is what I cannot totally deny of having
we are human beings living in a world full of temptation
God will help me through.

God, let me be able to be patient and to await your leading
and not doing things on my own accord
for I know nothing of the road ahead
You will be my light and the way.
Amen!




© *Shine Grace Matters*

Monday, February 15, 2010, 3:02 PM
HAPPY BLESSED LUNAR NEW YEAR

TIME HAD BEEN FLYING SO FAST
IT JUST SEEMS AS IF YESTERDAY WAS THE
DAY I CAME BACK FROM MY BEIJING TRIP
FOR MY FYP

HAHA

NOW IS ALREADY LUNAR NEW YEAR
I HAD MY COMFIRMATION AT MY JOB

WELL,
I AM CONTENTED WITH WHAT I HAVE WITH ME
THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME SO SO MUCH

DEAR HX,
THANKS FOR THE GIFT (:
I LIKE IT.. (:

© *Shine Grace Matters*

Saturday, October 31, 2009, 2:44 PM
SWEET & BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES
I was looking at the old photos in my C drive
Well, all these photos are
beautiful memories to me
It reflects how much each of us have changed
Our life had proceeded to another stage
Everyone is busy with their own life
How I wish we could go back in time
to cherish every moment
When we are getting older
the more responsibility are added
onto our shoulder
It doesnt matter if we like it or not
We have to bear it
In life there bound to be
smooth and rocky road
But how you gonna manage and think
it will determine how far you can go
If you wanna think that rocky road
is a road that God is playing you
then you are wrong
God will never play us
God will only train and build us up
Only thru trials we can
learn and grow

Working life is so much different
from schooling life
There consist of political issues
Well, just dont mingle with such things
everyting will be fine
Everywhere there bound be people
talking about us
So why do we bother since
we cant stop them right?
Well, I am glad that I like my job
Thank God! (:

And it's 105 days,
she didnt get to see him ):

My Birthday Photos - Thanks Friends!


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