Labels: Bright, Hope, Smile

This Kitty had been living with me and my family for like 4 years already.
I still remember the first time I saw it was small and pure white, cute
and yet wet and soaked by the rain water. My dad saw it was so poor thing
and so he brought it home. I can still recalled it's small and white body was shivering
, I supposed it was out in the rain for a very long time. And it was raining heavy cats and dogs.

My dad used a cloth to wipe it dry and wrapped a new dry cloth around it's small body.
Thinking back then, I was kinda scared of it. Although I like Cats, Dogs, but I'm still kinda scare of them. I don't dare to get close to it, when I get back from my Thailand trip with my school band, we went for a compeition. Though we didn't win but I was happy, because it's the first time i can travel with my friends without my parent. Fond Memories.

It seems so tiny at that time. And time passes real fast for me to realised how big had my tiny kitty had become a big cat. I'm not sure what's the reason, it's body had turn colour. Do take a look at my kitty.

Labels: Cuteness, Love

19 Dec 07 Which is yesterday.
We had a Christmas Dinner @ Raffles Country Club.
The atmosphere there is rather good. Kinda high class.
Food was kinda good. I enjoyed myself. And i made new friends.
Yang Di, Qing Qing, Xiao Nan, Yang Qian, Xiao Yang, Song Chi and Silas.
They are all friendly. And you know what is even better?
They are all from NYP!! Woohoo!

This dinner is actually a golden opportunity for all Christians to share to friends about the great news of Jesus Christ and the real meaning of Christmas. I managed to share my experience of how God had come into my life and how my life had changed, to Xiaonan and Qing Qing.

In this FM Change 20.12 . It's all talking about changes.
Changes:
1. I want to Change - Man's desire to improve his environment and himself
2. I can Change - Man's ability to improve some aspects of himself
3. I can't Change- Man's inability to change history, identity and the reality of death
4. God can Change - Christ who came to bring true and lasting change.

Changes we experience - Man's problems
- Personal: Imperfections, self-image, Death

Changes we make - Man's Solutions(Good & Bad)
- Self improvement, possessions, physical makeover, fitness, counselling

Limitation to Man's solution
- Effort to 'Improve self' : Man continues to believe he can become a better person by his own means.

The Real Problem - Man's Sinfulness(Rejection of God)
- Man rejected God as the true source of life and meaning

The Real Change: God's Solution(Restoration in/through Christ)
- Restoration of life/relationship with God.

Have you ever wonder why God send his only Son, Jesus Christ to died on the cross for our sin?
The answer is only one word and that is LOVE. God Loves YOU and I.

I hope they will accept this wonderful love that no one can give us except Jesus Christ. I'm glad that they are open when I was sharing with them. Indeed. God made 19 Dec 07 - FM Change 20.12 Dinner possible and a fruitful one. Nothing is impossible if God wants something happened that fateful night. I believe that this is not by chance that each of them was there at the dinner. But it's God's plan for them to be there and an opening door open to them. I believe God will work in each of their live. And I learnt to be more active and more approachable to people whom I only know them yesterday. I am glad that God had used me to share with them. I will continue to pray for them. As I believe they will know who's the way, and the truth they should believe. God Bless each of them.

Alright. Now enough of lengthy words. I should show you some picture.

The Food!

Song Chi and Xiao Yang

Well, there were many people present at Raffles Country Club. Not only the 5 Polys' students but as well as ITE Students. Everyone enjoyed the dinner and the programme that was initiated for them. The DJ and the Host were COOL!

Labels: Change, Fruitful, Hope

Bong Bong Bong.....
It's only 7.20a.m.
My sleep was interrupted,
Dreams were robbed,
By this ear piercing honking of 5 cars.
It's so noisy.
I was still lying on my bed.
Trying hard to get back to sleep but I had failed to do so.
In deeps thoughts
"Please Shut up. And let me have some more sleep"
When I slowly came to my sense,
I came to realised that it was a happy occasion.
However, I wasn't very happy about it.
Because they are being so inconsiderate.
I know how great and good to have a wedding.
But PLEASE! Not so early in the morning.
When people are still deep in their sleep.
I got a very strong feeling of shouting down
"Hey! Please keep quiet! You don't own this place,
so dont make a big fuss about your happiness."

PLEASE BE MORE CONSIDERATE NEXT TIME!

Labels: Annoyed., Grumbled

Labels: Enjoyable, Happy

Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

I 'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's something left for me
So please come stay with me
'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

Labels: Hold me now

'Study Study Study.'
This is what Singporeans teachers, parents would say.
It's understandable why they repeat themselves like a broken down radio.
It's for our own good, would be their answer.
You study for yourself and not for us, would be their answer.
It will benefit you in future, would be their answer.
Never ending answer they would give.
And we pretty well know all this in heart.
But fulfilling what should done is difficult.
Everyone is conquered by their 'Laziness'.

We as students of Singapore.
a)We must be able to withstand
1) The stress
2) The heavy workload
3) Sleepless night
4) Self-Doubt when you get pretty bad grade.
5) Lecturers' Nonsense
6) Lecturers' accusation
7) 'Surprises' of Test, Assignment, Presentation
8) Dissatisfaction

b) We must learn to
1) Self dependent
2) Confidence
3) Move on when encountered with bad grades
4) Grow and be mature
5) Make the right friends
6) Defend yourself when lecturers are just being biased

All in all. Student Life in Singapore or anywhere is never better.
It's a misery for me to report.

Over
3rd Dec: Mon - OOP test
4th Dec: Tues - Software Engineering Test( Written)
5th Dec: Wed
- BPO Test ( Written) 3.15p.m - 4.30p.m
- WAD Test( Theory+ Practical Test) 4.45p.m - 6.15p.m
* Wednesday is supposed to be our class OFF day.
* And we have to go back for TEST , therefore no off day for last week =(

Coming Soon
10th Dec: Mon - Marketing Common Test 1
11th Dec: Tues- ERP Written Test
14th Dec: Fri - Presentation for Internet Application( Knew it Yest)

And finally, here comes the holiday at week 10.
It's only two weeks and we are given to finish some of the project stuff by then.

HOW BUSY IS MY COMING DEC!

Lots of activities as well as assignment.
How M I going to take a break?
What Calvin says is right.
NYP Lecturers treated us like as if we are SUPERHUMAN.
But get the fact right that We are not SUPERHUMAN.
We are just HUMAN!

I'm complaining it now..
However, I enjoy most of the time with my friends.
Working Life will be a more complicated stage for us as a student.
Many more things will expose to us when we get to that stage of life.

All this is inevitable. Even if i'm not happy with it.
Life still goes as per normal. I still have to walk this rocky road.
As I believed that I will not walk alone.
That God will always be by my side to encourage and help me.
This is the only gratifying I can find as a student.

Labels: Mind Exhausted, Stress, Tired

Today had been the worst day I ever had.
Today I had Software Engineering Test.
I studied the whole of last night. (from 9 plus to 2a.m)
I tried to remember every single thing into my brain.
However, when I was taking the test. My mind got a little blank.
Some of the stuff I couldn't even recalled.
I'm super exhausted not just physical but as well as mentally.
Thinking: " When can all this end? I never had a good sleep at all. I had been so busy"

And just now, I got a message from my best friend+Sister(Sei Yen[Iris]), she said she is not coming back after returning to her hometown(Malaysia) Though it's near, but it's different when she is in Singapore. I felt an overwhelming sadness that made me cried uncontrolably. She is so dear to me. I love her so much. I treated her like my real sister. I'm going to miss her badly. I will remember her in my heart. She will never be forgotten. I will pray for her every day like what I had been doing. She will always be the best to me.

I will wish her all the best in everything she does, although I can't bear to part with her.
But i cannot be selfish to keep her by my side when i know she is unhappy here. I will give her my blessing and hope she will be happy and cheerful as before. Take care. With lots of misses!

Labels: Depression, Exhausted, sadness