I'm going to miss her
Tuesday, December 4, 2007, 11:09 PM
Today had been the worst day I ever had.
Today I had Software Engineering Test.
I studied the whole of last night. (from 9 plus to 2a.m)
I tried to remember every single thing into my brain.
However, when I was taking the test. My mind got a little blank.
Some of the stuff I couldn't even recalled.
I'm super exhausted not just physical but as well as mentally.
Thinking: " When can all this end? I never had a good sleep at all. I had been so busy"

And just now, I got a message from my best friend+Sister(Sei Yen[Iris]), she said she is not coming back after returning to her hometown(Malaysia) Though it's near, but it's different when she is in Singapore. I felt an overwhelming sadness that made me cried uncontrolably. She is so dear to me. I love her so much. I treated her like my real sister. I'm going to miss her badly. I will remember her in my heart. She will never be forgotten. I will pray for her every day like what I had been doing. She will always be the best to me.

I will wish her all the best in everything she does, although I can't bear to part with her.
But i cannot be selfish to keep her by my side when i know she is unhappy here. I will give her my blessing and hope she will be happy and cheerful as before. Take care. With lots of misses!

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