No heart @ all
Wednesday, February 20, 2008, 5:03 PM

I'm dead this time round.
I dont have the heart to study.
Though I should work hard for this last lap.
But I had been thinking far too much things.
What's left of me?
I had been asking myself.
I thought time will let everything fade away.
However, I was wrong.

Today I had been listening to a song
by Leona Lewis
It's call
I keep repeatedly listening to it.

I particularly like this part which goes:
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

Yes and I keep bleeding in love.
I had been hurt too much.
I had cried too much.
I had enough of tears.
I dont want to drop any tears again.
for those who dont deserve to cry for.
No courage to love anyone. ( relationship love)
Afraid of being hurt.

I can only love God, my friends, family, relatives.
I guess some people had the same situation.
I believe I'm not the only one.
Once Bitten, Twice Shy.
I guess I need more time to untie this knot of mine.
Well. I better get back to study.

I just Pray that God will help me along.
Give me the wisdom, Motivation
and lead me not into temptation.
God, I wish to Love again.
Heal my wounds in my heart.
Thanks God.
Amen.

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