I have been thinking on some issues of life this days. And I realized I was sadden by the things that are happening and had happened in this days. It really seems like doomsday. I realized how the heart of the people this days seems to be getting colder and colder. People's heart are getting harden.

I'm really thinking, how can people be getting cruel, getting out of mind, getting people into misery. I really wonder when is all this going to end. I have no answer. What I can do is to pray.

I always thought that when a couple got married means they will be together until the day they die. But I was wrong. No matter woman/man, there bound to be people committing adultery. This is where the brokenness that had brought and caused in people's life/family.

Why people willing and unshamefully be a third party? Don't they have pride? Or they lost it all. I just don't understand. I bet they they lost it all. And if they say they are in misery, what I can comment is that you have brought yourself all this trouble, misery. Don't blame anyone for that, no one will answer for your own sin/wrongdoing. FACE IT YOURSELF. Because finally, you are gonna face God, Himself. Can you answer to God about your account?

God had been gracious, by giving you chances after chances to repent, but u rejected His offer. You disappoint Him time after time. You hurt Him time after time. If you don't help yourself, how is God gonna help you?

Avoiding to face the consequences is not a good way of ending misery but add on to the current misery. Not only that you brought about misery to people around you. Spouse are not easy to be found. Moreover, he/she is good husband/wife, please treasure them. Don't let them down, or hurt them. When someone is being hurt and when they get back together, things will never be the same again.

You know why? Because it's just like a vase that had been dropped and broken and you try to stick it back. Although it can be patch back, but the crack that was caused by the impact will always be there, just like a scar on someone's heart.

I realized that we always take those who loves us for granted, no matter how much effort he/she had done, in our eyes, we are blinded. Because we neither see nor appreciate. Do you know that this causes hurt to people who loves us? We should appreciate whatever he/she does. Not just for couple but for friends as well. No one deserves to be treated like king, because the fact that none of us are one! Therefore, don't act like a 'King'.

Don't take people's care and concern, love and effort for granted. Put yourself in that person's shoes who had put in so much effort and turn out to be a dishearted/ disappointment. How will you feel? I think it's super horrible. Please think of others. Don't be so self -centered. You are not to be served like a 'king' Fake 'king', living in your own world. Oh Please, WAKE UP! WAKE UP YOUR IDEA! STOP DREAMING LIKE A KID! It just disgusted me.

I was really sadden and disappointed that such thing can happened. So what love means to them? Betray? Unfaithful? Filthy? But God's love is different. 'For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.' -John 3:16. I feels God's love make me whole. I only realized it lately. How worldly things mean nothing to me when my day has come. I will leave this place with nothing as all the worldly things, we can't take it away with us. I want eternal life. Thank God for telling me this.

Human loves are temporily. No matter how much you love someone, your love will fade when times to come, but not God's love. Anything can change, but not God's love. What I say is true and it's proven. Think about it.