Saturday, October 25, 2008, 12:06 PM
19 Oct 08


It's another catching up with her.
I guess this internship is the time we are not together.
Well, looking back,
we have changed and had more diff of responsibilities in life
It's great to catch up with old friends!


© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

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Friday, October 24, 2008, 2:15 AM
DREAD!

Great, there it goes again
Sleepless night that seem endless
Waking up @ 2a.m
Tiredness that never give me a break
Lethagic yet can't get into sleep
Wonder what's wrong with me
How I wish sleepless night would get far from me
That my dream will not be interrupted
The dream of my deardesigner.
It's still a dream to be found true.
Can it be true?
Or it's just another fantasy of mine?

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

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Saturday, October 18, 2008, 11:08 AM
A verse that encourage me..


Thank God for the encouragement!


© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

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Argh!
Thursday, October 16, 2008, 10:06 AM
The evil one is testing my patience.
I'm disfigured!!!
OH MAN!
Fell and hit my chin and knees..
My chin is swollen ):
I will not let the evil success man!
Fight against them!
SHOO you evil one!
© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

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It's a learning process..
Wednesday, October 15, 2008, 3:28 PM
Well, there are many things in life are far beyond
our own ability especially comes to authority.
Authority is some issues in our world today.
This few weeks had been a time of testing and self-reflection.
I really believe that all human beings will make mistake.

I as a Christian is still not a God.
I will still make mistake.
It doesnt mean that you are a Christian
means that you will not sin anymore

NO SIN=PERFECT=GOD

I'm still learning to be Christ-like.
It's difficult, because of my own personality.
I'm still learning very hard to be
someone who can be a good testiomy of being a Christian.

There's alot of time I do struggles.
In relationship, work, school or even at home.
I don't understand why are we being label.

And alot people will take note of our single action
to get a chance to say:

" Hey you are christian leh, why are you doing this?"

Well like i say before, we are just HUMAN!

HUMAN= SIN= IMPERFECT

Sinful is our nature, our inbuild system.
No one can escape from this.
No matter how good a person is.
There are times they will have bad thots too..
Well, we are good/bad, is not up to us to judge but for God to judge.
And this issues that happen in my attachment place
make me feel depressed and cried and asking God
where is the fairness.

When I'm silence, I realised in our world there's no fairness.
People just like to misuse their authority to get ur ass burn!
People are just selfish and inconsiderate creatures.
Because of authority, they can do shameless things,
they can step on you when it's needed.
Life is not about all this.
They miss the true meaning of life.
They are just lifeless creatures.

Well, I had learnt to see things in another perspective.
I really thank God for this precious lesson that He made me realise:

1) How is it to be feel like being accuse & wasnt given another chance
2) How gracious is God to us. He had given us so much chance,
but sad to say we take it for granted and ignored Him.
3) Dont Curse anyone who had things against you.
4) How scary, scheming and it's all about athourity the working world is like
5) How supportive is my family to me
6) How loving are my brothers and sisters in church

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

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God Loves Ugly
Tuesday, October 7, 2008, 8:32 PM
You said that I wasn't pretty
So I just believed you
And you said that I wasn't special
So I lived that way
With critical gazes and brutal amazement
And how my reflection could be so imperfect
With all of my blemishes,
how could somebody want me?

But God loves ugly
He doesn't see the way I see
Oh god takes ugly
And turns it into to something that is beautiful
Apparently I'm beautiful
Cause you love me
© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

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