Friday, February 27, 2009, 10:37 AM
Thoughts of Photograph


Looking back the photos that was taken years back,
times when my grandparent are still alive.
Looking at the photos, I teared.
Memories of having them in my sight beginning to emerge.
I realized I missed them a lot.
Suddenly, it strucked me that
photographs are very sentimental as it captures memories
that we cannot keep with us,
but to look back on the old photographs to
reminisce those happy and sad moment we had with our loved ones.
Everyone will leave one day but we don't know when.
I was inspired to do photography at my leisure time.
I want to capture people's behavior, emotions and thoughts.
So that we will never forget the special events happened in our life.
As a Christian myself, this event triggered a thought in my mind.
Looking back is to reminisce, looking ahead is to cherish
Be contented with life and share love with people.
Don't miss a chance to had shot on the camera,
as we are unsure if that is going to be our last shot.
I am thinking more in-depth,
which is not everything, we can control,
some time we tried so hard to get what
we desire but we are not given a chance,
because people are doing much better than you are,
but I am sure we are better in some other ways that people do not see.
And life is short for us to waste and all I wanted is to cherish
every chance that I was given and give it the best shot, so is my life.
© *Shine Grace Matters*

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Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 10:27 AM
Life you faced with dark stairs



This is a dark stairs that brought to sin, to death, to punishment
We can't escape what is to come and what is coming
We can only face it with courage
No matter how's life gonna be
We will still need to move on
To ask God to heal the wounds of the broken people

I am in need of hope, comfort, love and secure
This is darkest time of my life
Much to agonize , much to cry
Ashamed, Sinful, Broken
I never felt this way before
This is a lesson learn
I wanna get closer to God
Not straying away from Him
I dont wanna serve Him with an empty heart
Talks are cheap
I wanna correct myself before
I continue serving meaninglessly
My thoughts had been running wild lately
I feel uneasy
Repent is my action
Reading God's words will help me to pull myself together

God, I am so lost
I need you in my life to pull me through
I dont wanna be put down my humans
Humans aint perfect
I need directions and healing of my wounds
Help me to forget what had happened
For this is a disgrace to me
I wanna be strengthen.
I dont wish anything to happen to me
Lord, you know what I'm fearful of
I am fearful of you and your punishment for my wrongdoing
I'm sorry God, I confess my wrongdoing
I really wanna repent
I really wanna thank God for giving me best friend cum good sisters
They really hear me out
Thanks GOD~!
AMEN

Thank you sisters, for consoling me, for hearing me and be my support!
THANKS ALOT!
© *Shine Grace Matters*

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Saturday, February 7, 2009, 9:07 PM
Society Or Dream ?

Busy-ness keep knocking at my door
Asking if I could do something for them
Using my time and effort
But who will recognize my hard work?
It keeps running through my head like a chanting of spells
The more I do the more weakness I see of myself
Lacking in knowledge and skill
Make me feel the years in Poly was wasted
For I do not desire to become
a programmer or a network Engineer
And my dream is so far off from what I am doing now
It seems impossible and I insist of going ahead
What is my path like?
Entering University or otherwise?
Unsure of the road ahead
But some thing for sure
I want to fulfill my dream
Though it is not easy, but I will continue to walk this long journey
For God will be with me always
Oh God,
please lead me to the path and road that you want me to go
For your plans is always best for us
Will my dream come true?

© *Shine Grace Matters*

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Tuesday, February 3, 2009, 10:14 PM
What's up with life?

We always like to ask God:
"Why you have chosen me to have such illness?"
"There are so many people out there, why me?"
It's always when we are in trouble, sick
we blame God, asking God why this and why that
Life isn't ever smooth-sailing
We bound to meet with ups and downs
It's just part of life
Inspired by a show, about how life is so vulnerable
I see how a boy who is borned with illness
and in the end, he got AIDS b'cos of blood contaminated.
His life story gave me a real meaning of life that is so precious
Don't waste our life while we have it today
Live to the fullest and make use of each day to do our best
in everything we do
This could be a testing for the family and the boy
We may not understand why such painful and unbearable
things happen in this world
To us, it may not mean anything but pity him.
However, to him, it's like the world falling apart,
walking into the world of darkness
We can never understand unless we're in
his shoes
I'm very encouraged by him, thou at the beginning,
his life is like misery and have thots of ending his life
but through God, he sees the light of hope
and he live his every min, every sec, every everyday
to the fullest until the day he is gone
Learning point:
- Be contented with your life
- Live life to the fullest
- Don't waste life
- There will always be hope when u feel that there isn't
Always love your life, love your family.
Treasure and cherish every moment you have with you now
© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

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