It's another palm opt of my dad.
Whenever I hear him in pain
I will think back in the past
how much he had done for our family
with my mum.
To brought me and my brother up
It's really tough on them.
I wanna here to thank them.
My saying thanks is never enough
So, now that my dad had his opt,
I had been helping out at home at times
I learnt to be a grown up girl.
I need to grow and help out.
It's time to do my part as a family. I felt I didnt do enough ):
I thank God for giving me such a wonderful family
Though we are not rich and simple,
but we are sufficient
Have a stable shelter, enough food, enough clothes
My mum and brother are working
Thank God for providence (:
I am contented!
I have been looking for jobs.
I just hope I can get some jobs that I really like
I wanna work towards my dream
God is this dream pleases you and that I can go ahead?

Just now, I was talking to auntie ming choo.
The conversation re-emerge what had happened last time
Looking back, I realized that I have learnt alot and grow.
God has his plan for us. Really!
Things and people around us will change overtime
and environment will be different,
no matter we like it, bear it to change anot
it will change if it's meant to be changed
I have learnt to accept and adapt, to continue to serve God
It doesnt matter who left us.
It matters when we left God.
It's really indeed a reminder for me once again.
This had been bothering me for sometime.
Whether I am serving on a willing heart or
just mere responsibilities that people put on me?

I have to really get close to God
I just wanna set my heart right
Align myself with God

I didnt want to serve God half heartedly.God wouldnt be please.
May it be an excuse to human.
But I know what God wants me to do.

Pray More Grace!

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