Saturday, August 14, 2010, 10:43 AM
Many things happened in just a coupled of weeks.
Things are becoming different.
Well, after all had happened, people are revealing their hideous side,
which is really sickening.

People get closed to you with unknown motive.
Faking out to be true when they are just out to get something.
The more you fake to be true, the more it reveals your real intention.
Only then I realised people cannot be trusted.
The saddest thing isnt just people becoming fake
But our brother and sister in Christ are living out all that is not pleasing to God.
Speaking and preaching so much about God,
but they failed to live out what they preached.
Although I am not as perfect as any other Christian fellowmates,
but I am upset that God's name is used in vain
and Christian's reputation is totally ruined.
1 of this people is good enough to spoil the good name.
Wonder God's teaching has gone into their mind and their heart.
Hatred. Fake. Hideous.
God, please tell me what to do.

Its so sad, when your own friends cannot be trusted anymore.
Many people say forget about it and still be friends.
Yes, we are still friends but I can never share secrets with them anymore.
Once the trust is broken, it will always be broken.

Well, I thank God for good family and colleagues and my beloved.
They are my support.
God had foreseen same to happen but He has plans for me.
He had arranged people to be with me just like He is being with me.
I have been away from God for a long time.
God draws me closer to you.
THANK YOU GOD!
You are great and amazing. (:

**Shine Grace Matters**