Sunday, January 30, 2011, 7:30 PM
It has been a long time since I last updated my blog.
I havent been going to church for the past few weeks due to body unwellness.
Common Flu. Sore Eyes.
It seems like a spirtual battle.
I am feeling great going back to God's house once again.
Unknowingly, Brothers and Sisters in Christ are so concerned about me during my absence,
which really touches my heart.
Thank God for showing me that I am not alone.
Draw me closer to you, God.

Today it has been a very good service for me - Psalm 90:1-12.
Once again remind me that life is unpredictable, short.
I have just realised that upcoming things in life are coming to fast for us to even realise.
At the same time, we should give thanks to whatever that is provided to us.
We have to understand the brevity of life.
1. Life is short
2. Life is filled with sin
3. Life is empty
4. Life is misery

Psalm 90:12 - Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.
Sin can cause:-
1. Sickness
2. Trouble
3. Death

We should remember the following:-
1. In our limited life time, we seek for eternal life
2. In our limited life time, we thank God for his grace
3. In our limited life time, we should cherish all moments of life may it be up or down times
4. In our limited life time, we should give our life to the eternal God

Thank God for bringing me back, not forsaking me for whatever I have done.
God's love will never change.

I have been troubled and pressurized by my boss.
I have always the thot that, I try my very best to do whatever I can.
My work, my effort will be recognize.
I am wrong, people are selfish, narrow minded.
People will never admit that they are wrong but they will only use their finger to point at people.
Sometimes, I really feel why am I treated so unfairly? Why I got such a useless and lazy boss.
Working become no meaning to me. Working hard for someone else credit and boss feels I am not good enough, slow, not capable.
Am I really not capable? Is the problem lies with me?
I am really not sure. I really did my best. I have not let down anyone.
I am not answerable to anyone.
I used to love the job I am doing, however right now, I have no interest at all.
Maybe I dont see myself somewhere in the office.
Now after the service, I have thot thru many things.
I shouldnt waste time on all this unimportant things in life.
Authority, position ain't what I am looking for.
I wanna show people God's love. Let people knows about God.
I wanna help people. I want to love people around me.
I should live my life to the fullness and not waste time getting unahppy about what is just tempory.
At this point of time, the situation I am in, drives me further to set up my own business.
And I can confirm that it's God's confirmation and approval to my plan and thots.
I really thank God! I think its blessing in disguise.