SHINE GRACE MATTERS

2011-01-30T19:30:00.009+08:00

It has been a long time since I last updated my blog.
I havent been going to church for the past few weeks due to body unwellness.
Common Flu. Sore Eyes.
It seems like a spirtual battle.
I am feeling great going back to God's house once again.
Unknowingly, Brothers and Sisters in Christ are so concerned about me during my absence,
which really touches my heart.
Thank God for showing me that I am not alone.
Draw me closer to you, God.

Today it has been a very good service for me - Psalm 90:1-12.
Once again remind me that life is unpredictable, short.
I have just realised that upcoming things in life are coming to fast for us to even realise.
At the same time, we should give thanks to whatever that is provided to us.
We have to understand the brevity of life.
1. Life is short
2. Life is filled with sin
3. Life is empty
4. Life is misery

Psalm 90:12 - Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.
Sin can cause:-
1. Sickness
2. Trouble
3. Death

We should remember the following:-
1. In our limited life time, we seek for eternal life
2. In our limited life time, we thank God for his grace
3. In our limited life time, we should cherish all moments of life may it be up or down times
4. In our limited life time, we should give our life to the eternal God

Thank God for bringing me back, not forsaking me for whatever I have done.
God's love will never change.

I have been troubled and pressurized by my boss.
I have always the thot that, I try my very best to do whatever I can.
My work, my effort will be recognize.
I am wrong, people are selfish, narrow minded.
People will never admit that they are wrong but they will only use their finger to point at people.
Sometimes, I really feel why am I treated so unfairly? Why I got such a useless and lazy boss.
Working become no meaning to me. Working hard for someone else credit and boss feels I am not good enough, slow, not capable.
Am I really not capable? Is the problem lies with me?
I am really not sure. I really did my best. I have not let down anyone.
I am not answerable to anyone.
I used to love the job I am doing, however right now, I have no interest at all.
Maybe I dont see myself somewhere in the office.
Now after the service, I have thot thru many things.
I shouldnt waste time on all this unimportant things in life.
Authority, position ain't what I am looking for.
I wanna show people God's love. Let people knows about God.
I wanna help people. I want to love people around me.
I should live my life to the fullness and not waste time getting unahppy about what is just tempory.
At this point of time, the situation I am in, drives me further to set up my own business.
And I can confirm that it's God's confirmation and approval to my plan and thots.
I really thank God! I think its blessing in disguise.

2010-08-14T10:43:00.005+08:00

Many things happened in just a coupled of weeks.
Things are becoming different.
Well, after all had happened, people are revealing their hideous side,
which is really sickening.

People get closed to you with unknown motive.
Faking out to be true when they are just out to get something.
The more you fake to be true, the more it reveals your real intention.
Only then I realised people cannot be trusted.
The saddest thing isnt just people becoming fake
But our brother and sister in Christ are living out all that is not pleasing to God.
Speaking and preaching so much about God,
but they failed to live out what they preached.
Although I am not as perfect as any other Christian fellowmates,
but I am upset that God's name is used in vain
and Christian's reputation is totally ruined.
1 of this people is good enough to spoil the good name.
Wonder God's teaching has gone into their mind and their heart.
Hatred. Fake. Hideous.
God, please tell me what to do.

Its so sad, when your own friends cannot be trusted anymore.
Many people say forget about it and still be friends.
Yes, we are still friends but I can never share secrets with them anymore.
Once the trust is broken, it will always be broken.

Well, I thank God for good family and colleagues and my beloved.
They are my support.
God had foreseen same to happen but He has plans for me.
He had arranged people to be with me just like He is being with me.
I have been away from God for a long time.
God draws me closer to you.
THANK YOU GOD!
You are great and amazing. (:

**Shine Grace Matters**

2010-06-06T22:50:00.008+08:00

Its been real long since I last blogged.

Just some thots in mind.

Recently, I realised that how great God can be.
So amazing, got me in surprise. Really.
Many things seems impossible but God had always give us way to walk.
Just a matter whether we see it and do we wanna follow.
Sometimes just wonder if anyone can understand our plight?
Anyone will pity our plight?
Well, now I fully understand that God is there for us
and He will send the right people around you to tell you
the answer that you are seeking.
Its that amazing.
I am totally amazed!

I'm pretty sure God will have way for us.. (:
I just need confirmation.
God, you know how I feel deep inside.
As said in the Bible:

"Ask and it will be given to you;

seek and you will find;

knock and the door will be opened to you.

For everyone who asks receives;

he who seeks finds;

and to him who knocks,

the door will be opened"

I am awaiting for the confirmation from God.

I do have faith (:

2010-02-20T10:25:00.016+08:00

D.R.E.A.M

It started with...

'such a typical day
getting ready for work
usual routine
waking up. brush teeth. bathe.
drying hair. eating breakfast. make up. toliet break.
off I headed for work
Its 8.05a.m in the morning
waiting at the bus stop for bus 60
looking around thinking
" Will I get a chance to see him today?
I doubt so, as it has already passed his time"
*hoping to get to see him*
when I thought my hope is gone
I saw him just somewhere behind me
thinking that its unreal
unexpectedly, he got up the bus just right behind me
first time I felt so closed but the feeling is really unreal
throughout the whole journey to the interchange,
I peeped at him randomly
I do not have the guts to look at him directly
The feeling is so exciting
HAHA. * Laughing at myself *
When we reached the interchange,
I got up the escalator,
astonished by his action,
he is standing right next to me.
And we separate our ways."

such a sweet dream (:

Its seems artificial.
Sometimes dreams can be real.
However we are not able to live in dreams forever,
finally we have to wake up to face the reality.
Reality consist of:-

Happiness
Sadness
Stress
Love
Excitment
Bitterness
Sweet
Sour
Anger
Cruel
Tough
Lovely

there are many ingredients in reality
it depends on how you manage and think
I do have sweet dreams
smiling stupidly to myself
we are unable to control our lives
its all in the hand of God
what comes in life and what goes off life
there are reasons to it
just that we are unable to identify and understand
if we are able to control and to manipulate
our lives and possession
we are not human but we are God
for we do not know what is going next on our lives' movie
let alone for us to control our lives

Silly folks thinking future ahead is in their hand
what we have in life is all provided by God
do you think human are strong?
I can be sure of the answer
'NO'
human life is so vulnerable
when we perish on earth, we will never know
Silly folks fought for possession, treasure, wealth
in sacrifice of family ties, friendship
going through law suite
is it worth it?
fighting for things that will never last
when you say Bye-Bye to the earth,
you can bring nothing with you
Just like the statement made:
' When we come into this world, we come with nothing
When we parted with this world, we bring nothing with us'
All your possession will be left behind for your descendants.

I trust God and believe He has a great plan for me
all I have to do is await upon God
God has his own timing
I greatly believe
Anything that separates me from God shall be cut off
Sin is what I cannot totally deny of having
we are human beings living in a world full of temptation
God will help me through.

God, let me be able to be patient and to await your leading
and not doing things on my own accord
for I know nothing of the road ahead
You will be my light and the way.
Amen!

2010-02-15T15:02:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BLESSED LUNAR NEW YEAR

TIME HAD BEEN FLYING SO FAST

IT JUST SEEMS AS IF YESTERDAY WAS THE

DAY I CAME BACK FROM MY BEIJING TRIP

FOR MY FYP

HAHA

NOW IS ALREADY LUNAR NEW YEAR

I HAD MY COMFIRMATION AT MY JOB

WELL,

I AM CONTENTED WITH WHAT I HAVE WITH ME

THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME SO SO MUCH

DEAR HX,

THANKS FOR THE GIFT (:

I LIKE IT.. (:

2009-10-31T14:44:00.012+08:00

SWEET & BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES

I was looking at the old photos in my C drive
Well, all these photos are
beautiful memories to me
It reflects how much each of us have changed
Our life had proceeded to another stage
Everyone is busy with their own life
How I wish we could go back in time
to cherish every moment
When we are getting older
the more responsibility are added
onto our shoulder
It doesnt matter if we like it or not
We have to bear it
In life there bound to be
smooth and rocky road
But how you gonna manage and think
it will determine how far you can go
If you wanna think that rocky road
is a road that God is playing you
then you are wrong
God will never play us
God will only train and build us up
Only thru trials we can
learn and grow

Working life is so much different
from schooling life
There consist of political issues
Well, just dont mingle with such things
everyting will be fine
Everywhere there bound be people
talking about us
So why do we bother since
we cant stop them right?
Well, I am glad that I like my job
Thank God! (:

And it's 105 days,
she didnt get to see him ):

My Birthday Photos - Thanks Friends!

2009-10-17T10:47:00.007+08:00

I need a clear direction

Many times, we are just like those lost sheep,
we do not know where are we,
what are we doing.
My feelings is still deep.
Aint sure where will this feeling bring me
I am losing my patient
Giving up this feeling.
We need someone to hold my hand
and lead me ahead
Although we do not have any idea what is ahead
Be it good or bad
Be it we like it or we dont
There is no escaping
Everything happened for a reason

2009-09-23T23:07:00.002+08:00

I AM SORRY

I AM VERY SORRY

VERY SORRY.

2009-09-21T19:38:00.012+08:00

What is going on?

It has been a long time ever since I last blog.

Many things in our life have changed.

People changed, environment changed.

Ever since we graduate from poly.

Everyone has their life to live.

Everyone has their path to walk.

Everyone has their own worries, problem.

I have changed.

Becoming more strong.

Failures make us stronger.

It's just training and moulding for us.

I thank God for this tough moulding.

For me to be stronger and able to handle what is beyond my limit.

Knowing what is working world mean.

Many things just dont go the way we wanted it.

Not knowing what is up ahead.

We only can believe and continue to walk each day.

We are all now in a different stage of life.

Working.NS.Studying Degree.

Decision that we are forced to make.

Be it minor or major.

Life is all about choices and decision.

What is going, grace?

What is happening to your heart?

Letting isnt what you want?

Why are you still holding on?

Why are thinking so much,

when you dont mean anything to him?

Where is your smile?

I really miss my smile.

Grace, aint you suppose to wait upon God?

Be patient.

You gonna make it.

Yes, you gonna make, grace.

Keep it up to be strong.

2009-06-17T18:48:00.006+08:00

Many events

Movie Outing + Dinner

Me and my Fan. HAHA!

Prawning - Family Day (:

See Walter!!!

MY PRAWN!

Qian Hui's 21st Birthday

Me and Birthday Girl

2009-05-06T22:08:00.007+08:00

Thoughts of Shine

Time flies,
grad from NYP Diploma of Engineering Informatics

Thought of finding a perm job @ $1800-$2000

However, due to recent recession,

many people are retrenched and out of job.

We as fresh grad is even harder to

get a job in this complicated society.

What is ahead for me? Who knows?

2009-04-14T10:47:00.012+08:00

Mum's and Aunt's 2009 Birthday Celebration

It's another year of birthday celebration for the two sisters

4th April 09 is the day of my mum's birthday celebration

5th April 09 is the exact date

My sis-in-law book a table for 10 @ Cafe Swiss @ Swisshotel

Well, it's a buffet style

My mum is the big star then

4th April was also Cafe Swiss 3rd Birthday

And we are fortunate as the buffet for tat night dinner

was different from the normal days and

there's even band playing...

We enjoyed the food and had a good evening together.

Very full! (:

Some photos to show you all!

My favourite cake- Thick and soft chocolate

This is nice too - I like chocs!

Sushi- A variety of it

It's made of Ice. Saw the Num 3

Symbolized their 3rd birthday

Cute MOO MOO

This is my plate of food I have taken

Ambience of the Resturant

That Night at home

The cake we cant cut at the resturant

cos all of us are so so full. LOL

6th April 09 is my Aunt's birthday
We went to Shangri-La Hotel for dinner
In Shang Palace

The Two Birthday Star

Interesting Dish-
Abalone Tart

Our family Photo

Sis-in-Law, Mum and Me

2009-03-23T22:18:00.006+08:00

Moment for some thots!

It's another palm opt of my dad.
Whenever I hear him in pain
I will think back in the past
how much he had done for our family
with my mum.
To brought me and my brother up
It's really tough on them.
I wanna here to thank them.
My saying thanks is never enough
So, now that my dad had his opt,
I had been helping out at home at times
I learnt to be a grown up girl.
I need to grow and help out.
It's time to do my part as a family. I felt I didnt do enough ):
I thank God for giving me such a wonderful family
Though we are not rich and simple,
but we are sufficient
Have a stable shelter, enough food, enough clothes
My mum and brother are working
Thank God for providence (:
I am contented!
I have been looking for jobs.
I just hope I can get some jobs that I really like
I wanna work towards my dream
God is this dream pleases you and that I can go ahead?

Just now, I was talking to auntie ming choo.
The conversation re-emerge what had happened last time
Looking back, I realized that I have learnt alot and grow.
God has his plan for us. Really!
Things and people around us will change overtime
and environment will be different,
no matter we like it, bear it to change anot
it will change if it's meant to be changed
I have learnt to accept and adapt, to continue to serve God
It doesnt matter who left us.
It matters when we left God.
It's really indeed a reminder for me once again.
This had been bothering me for sometime.
Whether I am serving on a willing heart or
just mere responsibilities that people put on me?

I have to really get close to God
I just wanna set my heart right
Align myself with God

I didnt want to serve God half heartedly.God wouldnt be please.
May it be an excuse to human.
But I know what God wants me to do.

Pray More Grace!

2009-02-27T10:37:00.003+08:00

Thoughts of Photograph

Looking back the photos that was taken years back,

times when my grandparent are still alive.

Looking at the photos, I teared.

Memories of having them in my sight beginning to emerge.

I realized I missed them a lot.

Suddenly, it strucked me that

photographs are very sentimental as it captures memories

that we cannot keep with us,

but to look back on the old photographs to

reminisce those happy and sad moment we had with our loved ones.

Everyone will leave one day but we don't know when.

I was inspired to do photography at my leisure time.

I want to capture people's behavior, emotions and thoughts.

So that we will never forget the special events happened in our life.

As a Christian myself, this event triggered a thought in my mind.

Looking back is to reminisce, looking ahead is to cherish

Be contented with life and share love with people.

Don't miss a chance to had shot on the camera,

as we are unsure if that is going to be our last shot.

I am thinking more in-depth,

which is not everything, we can control,

some time we tried so hard to get what

we desire but we are not given a chance,

because people are doing much better than you are,

but I am sure we are better in some other ways that people do not see.

And life is short for us to waste and all I wanted is to cherish

every chance that I was given and give it the best shot, so is my life.

2009-02-24T10:27:00.009+08:00

Life you faced with dark stairs

This is a dark stairs that brought to sin, to death, to punishment

We can't escape what is to come and what is coming

We can only face it with courage

No matter how's life gonna be

We will still need to move on

To ask God to heal the wounds of the broken people

I am in need of hope, comfort, love and secure

This is darkest time of my life

Much to agonize , much to cry

Ashamed, Sinful, Broken

I never felt this way before

This is a lesson learn

I wanna get closer to God

Not straying away from Him

I dont wanna serve Him with an empty heart

Talks are cheap

I wanna correct myself before

I continue serving meaninglessly

My thoughts had been running wild lately

I feel uneasy

Repent is my action

Reading God's words will help me to pull myself together

God, I am so lost

I need you in my life to pull me through

I dont wanna be put down my humans

Humans aint perfect

I need directions and healing of my wounds

Help me to forget what had happened

For this is a disgrace to me

I wanna be strengthen.

I dont wish anything to happen to me
Lord, you know what I'm fearful of

I am fearful of you and your punishment for my wrongdoing

I'm sorry God, I confess my wrongdoing

I really wanna repent

I really wanna thank God for giving me best friend cum good sisters

They really hear me out

Thanks GOD~!

AMEN

Thank you sisters, for consoling me, for hearing me and be my support!

THANKS ALOT!

2009-02-07T21:07:00.008+08:00

Society Or Dream ?

Busy-ness keep knocking at my door
Asking if I could do something for them
Using my time and effort
But who will recognize my hard work?
It keeps running through my head like a chanting of spells
The more I do the more weakness I see of myself
Lacking in knowledge and skill
Make me feel the years in Poly was wasted
For I do not desire to become

a programmer or a network Engineer
And my dream is so far off from what I am doing now
It seems impossible and I insist of going ahead
What is my path like?
Entering University or otherwise?
Unsure of the road ahead
But some thing for sure
I want to fulfill my dream
Though it is not easy, but I will continue to walk this long journey
For God will be with me always
Oh God,

please lead me to the path and road that you want me to go
For your plans is always best for us
Will my dream come true?

2009-02-03T22:14:00.006+08:00

What's up with life?

We always like to ask God:

"Why you have chosen me to have such illness?"

"There are so many people out there, why me?"

It's always when we are in trouble, sick

we blame God, asking God why this and why that

Life isn't ever smooth-sailing

We bound to meet with ups and downs

It's just part of life

Inspired by a show, about how life is so vulnerable

I see how a boy who is borned with illness

and in the end, he got AIDS b'cos of blood contaminated.

His life story gave me a real meaning of life that is so precious

Don't waste our life while we have it today

Live to the fullest and make use of each day to do our best

in everything we do

This could be a testing for the family and the boy

We may not understand why such painful and unbearable

things happen in this world

To us, it may not mean anything but pity him.

However, to him, it's like the world falling apart,

walking into the world of darkness

We can never understand unless we're in

his shoes

I'm very encouraged by him, thou at the beginning,

his life is like misery and have thots of ending his life

but through God, he sees the light of hope

and he live his every min, every sec, every everyday

to the fullest until the day he is gone

Learning point:

- Be contented with your life

- Live life to the fullest

- Don't waste life

- There will always be hope when u feel that there isn't

Always love your life, love your family.

Treasure and cherish every moment you have with you now

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

2009-01-27T23:28:00.006+08:00

27 Jan 09 - Chinese New Year Day 2

Today is the 2nd day of Lunar New Year

Wow! Time passes so fast

Here we are @ my brother's new house

HAHA! Happy to see my relatives, after 6 weeks of Beijing

After I came back, I didnt have the time to look them up

Here is me and my dearest cousin (Cherylene)

We chatted and found out that

we actually have a lot of things to talk about

Enjoy catching up with her &

hope to have more contact not just new year time,

as it's once a year ):

Let's go out together babe (:

After my FYP! hahaha!

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

2009-01-26T09:53:00.009+08:00

Sat 24 Jan 09

Outing With Kelly and Daphne (:

It's like finally that we ( Kelly, Daphne & Me)went out together.
This is the first time we meet after I came back from Beijing. (:
Miss them alot. ):
We met up @ Marina Sqaure & had our lunchie @ HANS.
Hope to have more outing with them.
Hope they won't forget about our dates.
Steady Steady! (:

We have alot of plans to fulfill after we graduate (:

Reminiscing the past few years together in Poly.
Time flies so fast that we cant' catch up.

:: Kelly, Daphne & Shine Grace ::

3 years of Poly life is ending so soon.

This means another stage of life is gettin' nearer.
What kind of path we going to walk will determine the future we have
I am sure that everyone's path is different.
Now I am thinking hard whether to go to NTU or to work towards my dream.
I guess I have to leave it to God.
If I can go into Uni, I will study.
If not, I will work towards my dream!
Sad to part with my friends in poly.
Happy to end my FYPJ soon.

Wish everyone will choose their right path

Don't regret your decision made

:: Shine Grace trying new clothes ::

2008-11-28T20:34:00.009+08:00

6th Day In Beijing!

Today is our off day from FYP.
We went out for outing.

Venue:
1. Yuan Ming Yuan
2. Qing Hua Uni
3. Beijing Uni
4. Tao Hua Yuan

For today's lunch,
I'm not sure how others feel about the food.
But, I personally feel it's horrible,
not to my standard of taste.
Though the foods are dirt cheap but
I MISS SINGAPORE FOOD somehow.

Today outing is great,
did alot of walking and sightseeing.
It's really great.. (:
Through this Beijing trip enable me to know more nyp student
Well.. now let the photos do the talking~

BUT, that's not today's photos

were previous day's photos

Havent upload the newest photos.
HAHA~

:: @ Beijing City Area ::

:: LOOK @ THE WEIRD FOOD THEY ARE SELLING ::

:: Actually they are still MOVING ::

:: ZHEN JIAO DIAN ::

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

2008-11-23T23:55:00.008+08:00

FIRST NIGH IN BEIJING!

WOOHOO!

Today start off @ 8.30a.m,

My sis-in-law came to fetch us to the airport

Today had been an excited day for

all of us who are going to Beijing for FYPJ

arrived @ Beijing Airport @ ard 8p.m

Kinda tired.

Had some food before going back to settle our stuff.

Had Xiaomi Congee, some salty veg,

dao sa chinese cookies and pancake. (:

Started to miss my family and friends ):

Gonna rest now..

Photos are on their way.. (:

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

2008-11-16T07:28:00.005+08:00

Let it be a Blessed Marriage

Today is a great day for my family.

Today is my brother's wedding.

WOOHOO~

Finally the day has come

We are all so excited about it.

Preparing ourselves for this BIG day.

HAHA!

Happpiness is in the air..

Can you feel it??

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

2008-10-25T12:06:00.008+08:00

19 Oct 08

It's another catching up with her.
I guess this internship is the time we are not together.
Well, looking back,
we have changed and had more diff of responsibilities in life
It's great to catch up with old friends!

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

2008-10-24T02:15:00.007+08:00

DREAD!

Great, there it goes again

Sleepless night that seem endless

Waking up @ 2a.m

Tiredness that never give me a break

Lethagic yet can't get into sleep

Wonder what's wrong with me

How I wish sleepless night would get far from me

That my dream will not be interrupted

The dream of my deardesigner.

It's still a dream to be found true.

Can it be true?

Or it's just another fantasy of mine?

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

2008-10-18T11:08:00.012+08:00

A verse that encourage me..

Thank God for the encouragement!

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

Argh!

2008-10-16T10:06:00.004+08:00

The evil one is testing my patience.

I'm disfigured!!!

OH MAN!

Fell and hit my chin and knees..

My chin is swollen ):

I will not let the evil success man!

Fight against them!

SHOO you evil one!

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

It's a learning process..

2008-10-15T15:28:00.006+08:00

Well, there are many things in life are far beyond
our own ability especially comes to authority.
Authority is some issues in our world today.
This few weeks had been a time of testing and self-reflection.
I really believe that all human beings will make mistake.

I as a Christian is still not a God.
I will still make mistake.
It doesnt mean that you are a Christian
means that you will not sin anymore

NO SIN=PERFECT=GOD

I'm still learning to be Christ-like.
It's difficult, because of my own personality.
I'm still learning very hard to be
someone who can be a good testiomy of being a Christian.

There's alot of time I do struggles.
In relationship, work, school or even at home.
I don't understand why are we being label.

And alot people will take note of our single action
to get a chance to say:

" Hey you are christian leh, why are you doing this?"

Well like i say before, we are just HUMAN!

HUMAN= SIN= IMPERFECT

Sinful is our nature, our inbuild system.
No one can escape from this.
No matter how good a person is.
There are times they will have bad thots too..
Well, we are good/bad, is not up to us to judge but for God to judge.
And this issues that happen in my attachment place
make me feel depressed and cried and asking God
where is the fairness.

When I'm silence, I realised in our world there's no fairness.
People just like to misuse their authority to get ur ass burn!
People are just selfish and inconsiderate creatures.
Because of authority, they can do shameless things,
they can step on you when it's needed.
Life is not about all this.
They miss the true meaning of life.
They are just lifeless creatures.

Well, I had learnt to see things in another perspective.
I really thank God for this precious lesson that He made me realise:

1) How is it to be feel like being accuse & wasnt given another chance
2) How gracious is God to us. He had given us so much chance,
but sad to say we take it for granted and ignored Him.
3) Dont Curse anyone who had things against you.
4) How scary, scheming and it's all about athourity the working world is like
5) How supportive is my family to me
6) How loving are my brothers and sisters in church

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

God Loves Ugly

2008-10-07T20:32:00.005+08:00

You said that I wasn't pretty

So I just believed you

And you said that I wasn't special

So I lived that way

With critical gazes and brutal amazement

And how my reflection could be so imperfect

With all of my blemishes,

how could somebody want me?

But God loves ugly

He doesn't see the way I see

Oh god takes ugly

And turns it into to something that is beautiful

Apparently I'm beautiful

Cause you love me

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

HMM... BEAR!

2008-09-09T22:53:00.004+08:00

Where's my real bear??

I wanna hug a real bear...

That's so bored of me..

Haha..

Working are tiring...

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

Overdue photos!

2008-09-06T09:58:00.012+08:00

Overdue photos~

Date: 20 Aug '08

Venue:
Marina Square (Secret Recipe)

People Appeared:
Junyi, Johnny, Arron, Calvin & myself

We went to have our dinner @ Secret Recipe
Had Mushroom soup, Pan Grilled Fish and Chocolate Indulgence
My favourite..Woohoo~
Had fun and nice food!

Date: 22 Aug '08

Venue:
Vivo

People Appeared:
Miao hua, Eve, Daphne, Kelly and Myself

WE girls met up and had dinner.
A last minute planning.
We had our dinner @ Asian Kitchen because of my crave
LOL
Happy meeting up with them..
Miss them alot!

Date: 26 Aug '08

Venue:
Sentosa (Palawan Beach)

People appeared:
Johnny, Junyi, Calvin,
Miao hua, Eve, Daphne, Kelly and Myself

They played volleyball and we, girls went to play LUGE!
LUGE is super fun & had a wonderful skyride! Nice & cool
Had a enjoyable day.. Really FUN-FILLED!

Date: 29 Aug '08

Venue:
Bt Gombak

Event:
ODDinary Christian Camp

People Appeared:
RP, NP, and NYP Christians

Learn alot and had fun!
I didn't regret going for this camp
I had gain alot and get closer to God
Bcos of the Royal Guard whereby we spend time
reading God's word and talk to God
Good Camp that no Christian should miss
And we have learn about our Identity in Christ
Learn to be strong and stay strong.
And I had made new friends! Woohoo~

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

Sorry!

2008-08-28T12:16:00.006+08:00

HAHA!

Sorry Everyone..

Hasn't been updating my blog.

Had been busy and lazy.

HAHA!

Editing Photos in progress..

Going for a ODDinary Christian Camp today!

GOD BLESS!

Will Update my blog soon with all the overdue photos!

HAHA!

Wish the upcoming busy-ness can

let everything fade off

Attach to IBM Singapore Pte Ltd

Hope to know good people there

New phase of life

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

This is the season I detest the most!

2008-08-16T10:12:00.007+08:00

This is the season I detest the most!

Restless is the word to describe my attitude.
Tons to study and to remember.
Brain Damage has already reached 70%.
Lethargic and weary.
Sleepless night that I still dream of myself memorizing.. =.=
Just want to end this all!
I lost my attitude.
I need motivation.
I just need a good sleep!
I just need a good rest!
Zzzzzzzzz

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

A Story

2008-08-07T20:53:00.008+08:00

It's a gift from my pepper,thanks girl..

It is only a tiny rosebud, a flower of God's design;
But I cannot unfold the petals with these clumsy hands of mine.
The secret of unfolding flowers is not known to such as I.
GOD opens this flower so easily, but in my hands they die
If I cannot unfold a rosebud, this flower of God's design,
Then how can I have the wisdom to unfold this life of mine?
So I'll trust in God for leading each moment of my day.
I will look to God for guidance in each step of the way.
The path that lies before me, only my Lord knows.
I'll trust God to unfold the moments, just as He unfolds the rose.

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

:: Last Study Path Class ::

2008-08-06T12:10:00.006+08:00

:: Last Study Path Class ::

So fast it has come to an end of the study path.

Everyone will be going their own ways.

Attach to different companies and walk their own life.

It's time to be independent and be yourself.

All the best to all of you.. (:

Hideous

2008-08-06T11:44:00.008+08:00

How sad to see that humans can be so fake, so superficial.
Fooling with people’s feelings and emotions.
Trying to act out the best image they can give to the audience.
Thinking they can hide their real self from the sight of others
But unknowingly, some people are just there tearing part by part of their mask.
Slowly, revealing the hideous side of them.
How shameful, humans?
How scary, humans?
Some things are really not as simple as it seems to be.
Many people are being fooled by the fabulous side of them.
Just be caution and not being dupe by their games.
But I believe ultimately one day the truth will be exposed
and the door of the hideous side of human will be unlocked and open,
for nothing can overthrow the righteous.

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

Unfold....

2008-07-30T01:02:00.004+08:00

Unfold....

But I don't wanna go on living

Being so afraid of showing

Someone else my imperfections

Even though my feet are trembling

And every word I say comes stumbling

I will bare it all, watch me unfold, unfold, unfold

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

25 July 08 - Cell Group

2008-07-27T00:53:00.008+08:00

25 July 08 - Cell Group

I found this verse that tells us not to be anxious.
Philippians 4: 6
‘Do not be anxious about anything,
but everything, by prayer and petition,
with thanksgiving, present your request to God'

I have very much decided to put Christ Center of my life
By making small changes in my life
Like doing my QT everyday, no matter I’m busy/free
Priorities things that is important to us.

Living out Christ-like of life (:
Thanks to my cell brothers and sister.

Thanks for the belated birthday celebration.

Love them all. (:

:: My wish is.... ::

:: My Lovely Cell ::

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

To Me...

2008-07-24T00:51:00.007+08:00

To Me...

Shine,

Search your heart, what you really want.

Seek God, what you should do.

In dilemma, pray and commit it to God.

After which, wait upon God's answer.

Have faith that your prayer will be answered.

Waiting can be tired yet beautiful.

May the final decision made is

not according to my will

but Yours, God.

Every waiting is worthwhile.

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

Friday & Sat

2008-07-20T20:05:00.014+08:00

Sorry for the delay

18 July '08 -Fri

People appeared: Calvin and Junyi
First Destination: Geylang
Meal: Cereal Chicken and Seafood Hor Fun
Occasion: Chilled-out
We enjoyed the delicious food

Second Destination: Cityhall
Place: Starbucks
Drink: Cloudy Apple
Occasion: Chilled-out

Last destination: Secret Recipe
Dessert: Chocolate Indulgence, High Class-Carrot Cake
Extra bitz: Pan Grilled fish
Occasion: Fun-Filled Night

We enjoyed ourselves very much
Most of all is the food
LOVE THE FOOD!
GETTING FATTER. OH MAN!

19 July '08 - Sat

First Destination: Somerset
People appeared: Hui Xin, Carmen
Lunch: Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe
No picture available

Second Destination: Bedok
People Appeared: My Family, Auntie & Uncle
Occasion: My brother and I birthday
Good Food.. BUT RUSH

Third Destination: Tampines
Place: Courts
People Appeared: My Mum, Brother and future-sis-in-law
Things bought: DVD player, 2 dustbins and 1 Fan
Occasion: Shopping

Last Destination: Bedok
Place: Home sweet Home
Occasion: My birthday
Dessert: Chocolate CAKE!

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

Complication..

2008-07-18T10:39:00.006+08:00

Complication..

Did I have feelings for you unknowingly?
Feeling complication.

Where's my sweetest gift?~

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

Expression of affection..

2008-07-17T20:32:00.004+08:00

Expression of affection..

My heart still skip a beat when I see you
My heart still hurts when I see you're tired
My heart still wish that you're meant for me
Your smile etched in my mind and heart
You are so near, yet so far
You are just beside me, yet I can't have you
All I can do is to look at you from a distance

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

EMOTIONAL...

2008-07-16T00:03:00.005+08:00

让我爱你然后把我抛弃

我只要出发不要目的

我会一直想你忘记了呼吸

孤独到底让我昏迷

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

Sweet....

2008-07-15T00:26:00.005+08:00

你问我爱你有多深
我爱你有几分

我的情也真

我的爱也真

月亮代表我的心

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

Another week had gone by...

2008-07-13T22:13:00.007+08:00

Today We had a Gospel Rally in our church..
We invited Hong Kong Christian Stars.
A total of 3 and 1 MC
There's 2 who are older..
Which suits my mum and older generation..
Haha..

Whereas Fiona, we as a younger generation
should be more familiar.
Those who watches TVB show will know her.

Well, I can recognize her..
She shared her testimony
& how God had saved her in one major ACCIDENT
She flew out of the car's window.
The situation is very critical.
But we see how God had help her through.
It's really encouraging to hear such
True-Life story
God is AWESOME!
Be all thanks to God!

HAHA!
I finally bought the CD that I've been eyeing for so LONG
So HAPPY! WOOHOO.
It's Marie Digby's CD Unfold.

Marié Christina Digby is an American
singer-songwriter, guitarist and pianist.
She is best known for her acoustic cover version of
Rihanna's No. 1 hit "Umbrella",
which attracted attention on YouTube in 2007.
Her voice is smoothing and sweet. Nice~

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

:: Feelings are complicated ::

2008-07-11T16:43:00.011+08:00

:: Feelings are complicated ::

When I look into your eyes

It seems like your eyes are talking to me

Your presence make my heart skip a beat

And....

I want to call you Dar

I want to hold you in my arms

I want to give you my warm

I want you to feel my heartbeat

I want to Dream

I want to Scream

I just want to tell you

I LOVE YOU

This is how strange love can be

For what seems to be a sweet yet bitter

Every actions of your love one

Is captured and stored

In your heart

Every word he/she say will be registered

In your mind

It's like there is no exit to love.

The deeper you fall

The greater your devastation.

When you're in love

Everything is sweet and good.

But when you're out of love

You will feel that someone had follow you

And that is LONELINESS.

You can't avoid him

You can't overcome him

You can't escape from him

You can't help but listen to his continuous chanting enticement

You just felt left alone in a long train, at a far corner

There's only three ways we can react:

One, Choose to exit the train and be positive

Two, Choose to excuse yourself that the door to the exit is closed

Three, Choose to be in dilemma, running wildly to find an exit

when it's right in front.

Feelings are the most complicated things for us to analysis

That's why feeling can cause our fatal death
That's what love in a relationship is to me.

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

4 July'08 - Happy Birthday Daphne!

2008-07-09T13:30:00.012+08:00

4 July'08 - Happy Birthday Daphne!

Another gathering for us!
It's Daphne's Birthday!
Well, I should update it earlier.

Venue: Bugis
Eat-out place: Parklane Deli House (steamboat)
Cut-Cake location: 'Miss Clarity'
Time: 7-11.30p.m
Characters involved:
Miao Hua, Kelly, Me, Daphne, Johnny & Junyi.
Resources: Bottle Drinks, Chocolate-Berry Cake, Knife & Present

Happy outing once again.
WE never fail to enjoy ourselves when we've our gathering
I guess everyone of us really go all out to enjoy.
I've shown the crazier side of myself. oopsX!
HAHA!

Hope to have more such outing.
It's fun to hang out with my crew!
LOVE THEM!

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

Decision Made in Life...

2008-06-24T21:13:00.007+08:00

Decision Made in Life...

In life, there are many directions.

Many ways for us to choose.

Following the temptation?

Following our hearts?

Following people?

Following God?

Ultimately, You have to make the decision.

For myself, I will rely on God.

Hence, I will follow God.

I believe He has plan for each and everyone of us.

We just have to follow and have faith.

God always give us the best thing.

Although we go through ups and downs.

But this is part and parcel of life.

Through downs that we learn and grow,

through ups that spice up our life with happiness.

No matter is studies, school, religion, spouse, job & etc.

Making a decision is inevitable.

It is just making the right or wrong choice.

The choices present before us can be deceiving.

Just to get you lose focus and go astray.

We need to be meticulous in making decision.

This will finalized your decision you made in life.

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

A Family Day Outing..

2008-06-21T20:59:00.009+08:00

A Family Day Outing..

Today is my Cousin's house warming.
Ah Ling invited us to her new house with her hubby.
It's @ Hougang. Near Hougang Mall and Interchange.
Had our lunch there.
It has been a good time I can catch up with Cherylene cousin.
She's going U soon. Congrats! *ClapClap*
We chatted while having our meal.

:: While Having Meal ::
:: Cherylene, Me & Ah Ling :::: Dear Cousin & Me ::After that we headed to my uncle's shop @ Bt. Timah.
My brother is driving so it's easier.
Our intention of appearing @ my uncle's shop is to get
my Future-Sis-In-Law, Enid some jewelry for their wedding. (:

:: We Tried the necklaces *NICE* ::

:: Beautiful Shoes yea?? :::: Which one should I choose?? ::

Had Dinner @ Mount Restaurant. Had good food..
Didnt managed to take the photo of the delicious food.. ):
Today, my mum REALLY SPEND ALOT OF MONEY$$$
But today is our 'seldom' family outing. And I really enjoyed myself.
HAHAHA! HAPPY! Being Happy is the best Remedy.

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

20 June' 08

2008-06-21T00:13:00.008+08:00

20 June' 08

Well.. yesterday was a very great day.
I attended a session on Decision Making.
And it seems to work for me and wanting.
Thank God that I still went to EH,
despite my 'dont feel like going' attitude.
I really benefit from yesterday.
If not I won't even have fruits.
I'm just happy about it.

Anyway, after that I went out with loves, Eve.
We went shopping again.
And we bought something again.
HAHA! As usual.
I bought a simple yet sweet top.
But I didnt take photo of that.
Well, had a great time talking to Eve. =)

:: I Tried this ::

Good day! And I'm glad to make new friends. =)

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

17th June - Happy Belated Birthday To qIaNhUi

2008-06-18T10:22:00.008+08:00

17th June - Happy Belated Birthday To qIaNhUi

Yesterday was a wonderful day, I felt.
Went for SE with my church youth.
First time guiding someone who is younger to share the gospel.
I really felt that this is the

golden opportunity that God had given me.
I really thank Lord.
Because being the older one,

we must show an example to the younger one.
I'm really glad that I did share to one.
Thank God for the training

& making me really step out of my comfort zone.

In the evening met up with qIaNhUi,
to celebrate her Belated Birthday actually.
Hope she had fun &

find the time spend with me is worthwhile.
I'm always happy to spend time with my

sec sch friends or even pri sch friends
Happy reminiscing (:

WE went to Xin Wang HK Cafe.
HAPPY HAPPY!

:: qIaNhUi's Order ::

:: Shine Grace's Order ::

:: We Share... ::

:: Overview of our Order ::

:: Message to my darling, qIaNhUi ::
Firstly, I really wish you Belated Birthday.
Already 20yrs old. Don't be so Childish anymore..
LOL.. Just Kidding.
Anyway, Hope you like the Card I gave you.
Enjoy the 'gift'.

I find this poster looks nice.

& so I took a snap (:

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

Anything that lasted forever?

2008-06-17T09:53:00.008+08:00

Anything that lasted forever?

Looking out of the window

I saw two young girls

Playing & sticking closely together

Smiling sweetly & happily

Now I re-called a painting that I've seen years ago

which is still vivid in my memory.

It is a painting that tells a story of 2 girls

Childhood Friends

I gave each of them a name

Gloria & Sandy

They spend most of the time together

Play; Swim; Talk; Eat

& their favourite spot to hang out with one another

is none other than their treetop-house

It seems so sweet & ever-lasting.

It's 15 years down the road

Both of them had grew up

Things are different now.

They are drifting further away from one another

Maybe because of attending different school

Met & mix with different friends

Each of them had their life to live

Each have their story to tell

This painting turn out to be rather real

Like what we faced in our reality world

It's none other than disappointment

Things became worst after they know a guy name, James

They hang out together because of the James

As human nature, when they hang out with James more often,

they both fell in love with James

They fell out because of him.

Just a typical guy where you can find simply anywhere

Finally, they both become two lonely person

Who in the end

Became stranger

This is how true that nothing last forever

We can always say: "Our friendship will last forever"

But in how many of our friendship really last forever?

I can count using one hand

It's disappointing when you have a friendship with someone

for many years & things just change overnight

just because of insignificant matters

It's simply foolish.

I don't blame them,

as they are just ignorant.

Life will not go the way that we wanted it.

We can't plan our life.

What our future is in our hand?

Total bullshit.

You can't even control life and death,

let alone future.

You don't even know when will be your last days.

We are just limited & vulnerable.

When we walk a seperate way, have our own life to live

We tend to forget the happy time with our "past" friends.

We just simply move on & let the friendship fade.

It's a very sad thing.

"Friends Forever" is just a statement of lie.

Because nothing in this real earth lasted forever.

Love will fade

Heart turns cold

We will vanish when times to come

Only one thing that will last forever.

And that is God's love.

God first love us.

In John 3: 16,

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son

that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life"

And in Psalm 136: 1

"Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good.

His love endures forever."

This is an assurance.

That God's love really last forever.

Man will failed us but God will fulfill us.

Man will betray us but God will protect us.

Man will hurt us but God will console us.

Man will discourage us but God will encourage us with His words.

Man bring us hopeless but God bring us true hope.

Man is out there to get us, but God is there to help us.

Man is sinner but God forgive our sin

& embrace us with His warm arms.

Thank God.

Amen!

15th JUNE '08 - HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

2008-06-16T09:24:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was Father's Day.

2 weeks before FD,

our Chinese Cell decided to have an item on FD.

Therefore, Wanting suggested that we could sing.

She choose Jay Chou's song,

me and Wanting edited the lyrics of 2 song.

We did a remix.

简单爱 + 听妈妈的话

Here's the lyrics..

感恩歌

爸爸你最近怎么白发那么多？
我很想叫你去附近的Salon去染发
你常常晚晚回是到底为什么？
是不是因为公司一直要你做OT?

周末带爸爸去吃美味的buffet
就这一次用你ATM去付
这首歌献给我最亲爱的父亲

感谢你Yo! 每天给我们都足够！

我感谢上帝给我这么好的爸爸
我希望可以永远把爱带给你Hey!
爸，真是辛苦你了!
爸，真是委屈你了!
求上帝赐你在他的话语成长

想...想…想…想…

听爸爸的话别让他伤心
好好的练书不让他担心
当爸爸回家帮他捶捶背
爸爸的辛苦要牢记在心

永…远…不忘记！

Although it's abit late. But I still wish to all FATHERS.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

We had a small feast at home.

It doesn't really matter was it a grand one or not.

A simple yet heartwarming meal matters to me.

I just love to have time together with my family.

As one family.

Anyway, we had a great meal last night.

FULL~

Dear Dad,

Just like the song is written,

I really thank God for giving me such a wonderful earthly Father.

I really appreciated all the things you have done for me.

Although, sometimes I'm too loud to you but

you know I LOVE YOU, DAD!

Dad, I really think you've changed.

It's a good thing and I really glad you have changed.

Thanks for dote on me so much,

ever since I was born.

I was shelter with love while I was growing.

Sorry for making you worried about me all the times.

But dont worry anymore,

I'm growing up and I know how to take care of myself.

Leave me to God. He will watch over me.

DONT WORRY!

I really pray that God will take away all your pain

and grant you with great health and be happy always.

I'm happy as long as I see my family is happy (:

Hope you enjoyed the meal last night.

Thank you DAD.

GOD BLESS!

With Love,

Daughter.

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

12 June - Pulau Ubin; Holiday PEP

2008-06-14T14:45:00.014+08:00

12 June - Pulau Ubin; Holiday PEP

Woohoo...
It's so cool that we actually have
our Holiday PEP @ Pulau Ubin.
We meet @ Tampines,
intiate idea is to go over to PU to do Coffee Shop Evangelism.
But our worry is that,
there maybe a possible of not much people.
Therefore, we decided to do SE @ Tampine Interchange.
I really thank God the opportunities and guidance.
Thank God for the students we have met.

After 45min-1hr of SE, we headed to Changi.
We ate our lunch first before we headed to PU.
We headed to the ferry to PU.

:: Figuring out how to go to our Destination ::

Well, we walked alot alot that day.
So tired, yet so fun.

That day is the day I truely appreciate &
understand the statement
"Nature is most beautiful."

Well, I really thank God for

creating all this wonderful nature.
While we are walking the toughest journey

throughout this outing.

We talked and thought of our own Christian walk.
We will face with ups & downs.
We will face with wet or rocky road.

Wet Road : Smooth yet includes lots of temptation.
Rocky Road : Hard to walk, tend to be more caution from falling.

The entire journey really resembles of our Christian Journey.
Never easy, yet by faith we walked and walked.
As we believe the journey will brought us to God.
Though it's long and going through hardship, however,
until the very end, every hardship we bear is worth it.
As we will have eternal life and be with God.

And come to think of our hardship is nothing compare
to what Jesus Christ had been through.

It's not a short journey, it seems to be a long long journey.
Where we will be train and be mould to be Christ-like.

Finally, we have reached our Destination which is

"Marine Gallery"

:: Jasmine & Me ::

:: THAT'S HOW WINDY IT IS! ::

This outing had been a very inspired one
& we get to know one another better.
It really make me think of my own Christian walk.
I really thank God for such an reminder and exposure for me.
Had Fun & was lethargic.

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

Have a glimpse of Life

2008-06-11T10:23:00.006+08:00

Have a glimpse of Life

Being positive in life is never easy.

Being able to think sensibly at all times is never easy.

Being mature all the time is not possible.

BUT

Can Life be overwhelming?

This depends on how oneself perceive it.

© ~Shine Grace Matters ~

9th June 08- HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD

2008-06-10T15:24:00.015+08:00

9th June 08- HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD

Yesterday was my dad's birthday.
My dad is someone who is more practical.
He dont mind that he doesnt have good meal.
As long he's happy is good enough.

:: Message To Dearest Dad ::
Happy Birthday DAD!
May God bless you with good health.
I love you!
Thanks for being such a great DAD!
You have gave me everything I needed.
I'm contented with what I have with me now.
Sorry for being rude to you at times.
I really appreciate everything you have given me and done for me.
You are the best DAD I ever had.
Although sometimes you dont allow me to do certain things,
but I know it's for my own sake.
Although thank you is not sufficient to thank you forall your love;
effort & hardwork that you share with MUM

to bring up me and brother,

however, I just wanna say THANK YOU!

And I really wanna THANK God for given me

such a wonderful DAD & family!

God Bless~

Love is all around! <3

With Love,

Shine Grace (:

I went out to meet Wanting.
I'm glad that we fulfilled the main purpose
of our meeting.
WE are supposed to change the lyrics of a song
for the performance
on Father's Day, which falls on next sunday.
WooHoo. The song is meaningful while hilarious.
Good experience. HAHA!

We went for shopping for a while.
And not forgetting to try on clothes & take photo.
As it doesnt cost any money.
HAHA!

:: A nice rainbow ::

During the night my whole family
& Future-Sister-in-law went
to look @ a house that my they might wanna buy.
The environment there is kinda not bad..
Just that I think renovation is a MUST!
Cos the house looks kinda old.
But I must say that area is cooling and windy.
Not bad & best of all, it's not block by any other blocks.
Even the distance from one block to another is kinda far,
which is good.
No matter what as long as they like it
& the seller is willing to sell to them
Just pray that God will provide them with the best.
& I believe God surely will. (:

:: View from the house my brother & his gf ::

Thank God. Prayer is heard!

The seller signed the option form that indicate that

they are willing to sell it to my brother.

Me and Jasmine just prayed & it's heard & answer.

Thank you, Jasmine for helping me pray too. (:

Really THANK GOD!

Pray that God will bless them

& provide them with all the best.

A taste of Reminiscences

2008-06-09T11:04:00.014+08:00

A taste of Reminiscences

8th June 08

Went to church in the morning.
The sermon was a good one.
Is on John 8:1-11.
We have no right to judge on someone who had sin.
As we,ourselves are sinners too.
So make us have the right to judge?
Only Jesus had the right to judge.
However, in this passage
it tells that Jesus is gracious.
He gave each & everyone a chance to live again
& turn over a new leaf.
I really thank God for being so gracious to us.

Well, after all the services in my church,
I went to meet up with qIaNhUi.
She suggested that may be we should go back to
where we used to hang out during our sec sch days
after our band practices.
( Hang out place: City Plaza, top floor)

And I don't have any objections as
I think it's rather a good idea.
I haven't been there for like more than 2 years.
* Thinking back *
We miss the Ban Mian that we used to eat.
We are so afraid that the small hawker will not be there anymore.
Thank God. It's still there and we are so delighted.
We settled down fast & made our order.
As usual like in our sec school days.
We went back there because of the SOUP & CHILLI.
The Soup & Chilli is really Scrumptious.
The environment is still the same.
Flash back of sweet memories (:
Well, some times it's good to recall the past.
I just enjoyed the time with qIaNhUi.
I really cherish the friendship that I still maintain
with my sec sch friends.

After dinner, we went shopping nearby. Haig Road, Singpost.
And she bought a pair of jeans, a top from This Fashion
& lots of bread from the neighborhood.
& some can drinks, tibits from a small supermart.
Woohoo.. The cookies I bought were cheap..
Satisfied~ (:

:: More photo of us ::

:: Edited Photo Of Myself ::

At the end of the day.
I was disappointed by Singaporean.
I'm Singaporean & I'm ashamed to say this.
Some Singaporean are really selfish & inconsiderate.
Why I make this statement?
When you waited for more than half an hour.
Finally the bus you wanted to board is here.
And it's full, never mind about that.
The people who are deep inside the bus just won't get
their heavy feet and body to move in.
Where people who are near the entrance of the door
is badly SQUASH.
Can't they be more considerate.
* Shake Head with disappointment *

No matter what, it has been a great meeting up with my darling.
BUT MISS OUT ONE DARLING.
SHE CANT MAKE IT. :/

Loading... OVERLOADED!!! Danger!

2008-06-07T14:42:00.023+08:00

Well, it has been sometimes we didn’t meet up with
Kelly, Daphne and Miao Hua.
Had been missing them for so long.

Finally, our gathering is happening.
Yesterday we met up with them to have dinner together

@ Asian Kitchen.
We actually had problem getting a group seat as it's a Friday night
and many people are dining out.

However in the end,
we managed to get the group seat,
if not it would have defeat the main purpose of the Gathering.
Yeah. We had lots of fun.
Filled with laughter, lame-ness and
not forgetting our favorite CAMWHORING!
We will never fail to fulfill this task whenever we are out.
Everything turn out to be so fun!

Well, yesterday seems like our graduation day or
it seems like we haven't met up for years?
when we are actually able to see each other most of the time.
It really makes me wonder how it will be 5 years down the road.
Will we still contact each other?
Will we gather together like we did yesterday?
How will things be when we walk our separate ways?
Well, I'm just thinking too much.

Well, I guess I should let the photos speak for itself.
Please wait while it's loading, too many photos.
Actually, can have more nice photos from my phone,
but thanks to my dumbness, I deleted the photos in a dumb way!
Well, never mind, will have more chances hence more OUTING!
HAHAHA!

:: Sorry, Daphne, my body too big to place u well in the photo..HAHA! ::

:: Kelly say: "Yeah!" ::

:: Smiling Princesses: ::

:: CR and Me ::

:: Shine Grace and her Fan, Dap.. HAHA! ::

:: Ah Peh And Me ::

:: My Darlings ::

:: Evidence of Dap's clumsy-ness ::

After spending seems like 2 hours in Asian Kitchen,
We went to Rockery Master to chill out and take more photos.

:: Last Photo of the Day::

:: Funny Shot! ::

:: Being Natural is beautiful, hidden personality -LADY.. HAHA! ::

End of the day! Have another outing soon.. Woohooo!!

THANK YOU!

Lesson to be learnt..

2008-06-05T16:15:00.010+08:00

This week had been busy and lethargic for all of us.

I feel I'm getting weaker each day.

And I'm delimited by temptation every single day.

A week is ending soon.

Many things had took place.

No turning back.

No regret.

Time is what i needed now.

A calm and steady heart.

And I've learnt a valuable and painful lesson just today.

The lesson is learnt to trust in yourself rather than people.

People get you to nowhere.

Many times when you think you are none better than your friends.

And you look down on yourself, no confidence.

That's where you lose out.

Because the fact is

you may be even better than what you think of yourself

And I can't possibly blame people for my own

Stupidity

And I got this lesson into my mind and my heart.
I will always remember.

Thanks God for letting me learnt this lesson.

New Clothes..

2008-06-04T09:12:00.003+08:00

Well, went for a short shopping at AMK Hub yesterday.

Woo..Thanks God I did go there.

I bought 2 real nice pieces of clothes.

One cardigen and One tube dress.

Nice Nice. I like (: Happy!

Smile

2008-06-03T15:40:00.002+08:00

Your smile had been registered & engraved in my mind.

And I smiled, because you smiled.

The Brick

2008-05-27T23:07:00.002+08:00

A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down.

When he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared . Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown.

The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, 'What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?'

The young boy was apologetic. 'Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do,' He pleaded. 'I threw the brick because no one else would stop...' With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. 'It's my brother, 'he said. 'He rolled off the curb and fell out of his wheelchair and I can't lift him up.'

Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, 'Would you please help me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me.'

Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swelling lump in his throat. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into the wheelchair, then took out a linen handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes and cuts.

A quick look told him everything was going to be okay.'Thank you and may God bless you,' the grateful child told the stranger. Too shook up for words, the man simply watched the boy! push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk toward their home.

It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was very noticeable, but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door.He kept the dent there to remind him of this message: 'Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!'

God whispers in our souls and speaks to our hearts.
Sometimes when we don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at us.
It's our choice to listen or not.

Thought for the Day:
If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.
If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.
He sends you flowers every spring.
He sends you a sunrise every morning Face it, friend - He is crazy about you!

God didn't promise days without pain,
laughter without sorrow,sun without rain,
but He did promise strength for the day,
comfort for the tears,
and light for the way.

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, Praise God.
Difficult moments, Seek God.
Quiet moments, Worship God.
Painful moments,Trust God.
Every moment. Thank God.

Please let this sink into your heart.

Subject of Life

2008-05-26T21:48:00.003+08:00

Think About this Question..

" Can Life be as vague impression as this? "

Happy Bithday to Walter

2008-05-24T10:49:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, we had our chinese cell group.

We had learnt alot from yesterdays sharing of Words by Josh.

I really thank God for telling us that:

Isaiah 40: 29-31

29 He gives strengeth to the weary and increases the power of the weak.

30-31 Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;

but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength.

They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary,

they will walk and not be faint.

This really encourages me, that God will always give us strength

when we are weary and weak.

And yesterday we talked about Jospeh, Moses and King David.

For the 3 of them:

- they have close relationship with God

- they undergo trials and tolls

- they were the chosen one to be used by God

For Joseph:

-he's full of himself because he's being doted on by his father

-he's forgiving towards his evil brothers

-he's able to resist temptation by the Potiphar's Wife who seduce him

-he's able to interpret dreams

For Moses:

-he thought that he was able to use his authority that he's given at the beginning

-he ask God who is he that he's able to do what God had ask him to do

-God talked to him through burning bushes

For both Joseph and Moses:

-at the beginning they are full of themselves, but after the trials and tolls,

they have grown mature and humble themselves and follow God.

Today is Walter's birthday.

And we gave him a surprised yesterday night during our cell.

I hereby wish Walter, Happy Birthday.

I pray that you will have a closer relationship with God

remember that God is always there to be our strength.

Walk closely with God and grow.

All the best in everything you do.

Well, Photos shall do the talking now!

:: Make a wish ::

:: Group Photo 1 ::

:: Group Photo 2 ::

Compassion and Sympathy

2008-05-22T23:08:00.007+08:00

Tragic that happened in our surrounding deserves

our compassion & sympathy.

Life can be so vulnerable.

Death can occur so sudden.

Situation that never came across our mind had happened.

Who knows that such tragdy would ever happened?

Devastation and lost of hope are the results of this tragic.

Many lives were taken.

Although some had survived, however,

their life had been adversely affected.

They had become living zombies, living in pain and misery.

Who can save them from this misery?

This person is God.

God's word encourages them and

console their broken heart.

Well, I really show compassion and sympathy

to those who are involved in this tragdy.

I sometimes think, this world is lack of compassionate.

But, this time round i felt heartwarming to see them unite

together to encourage those people in China.

I really hope they will be saved.

Let us have a glimpse of sweetness.

Let's see this happening in another perspective.

Roman 12:15

15 Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn.

Past week...

2008-05-19T12:48:00.022+08:00

14 May '08

Woah.. I had become so lazy to blog

Well, this past weeks had been a busy and fun-filled week.

Have you heard of Poly Students go on an excursion?

Well, We had it. It's part of a module named "National Education"

It's such long time we haven't been for an excursion.

There are people who are excited about it whereas

there are people who think it's a waste of time.

This is the first time we went on a excursion in POLY!

So happening right? Well, We went to the ARMY MUSEUM..

Sounded cool? Well, not bad. I like the environment there.

& their chocolate Eclair are CHEAP!

Alright photos time!

15 May '08

Went out with my loves.

We went to have our lunch at " The Prata House"

The foods there are nice. Prata, Brani.. WOW! *drool*

After that, we headed to fareast to get my clothes

and we shop around

Eve bought a watch. SHE DIDN'T BUY ANY TOP THAT DAY!

Loves, guess you know what I mean..*hahaha*

Had fun with her and not forgetting out camwhoring.

16 May '08

Went out with Junyi, Johnny, Arron, Calvin for the day.

We went Marina Square and headed to Vivo.

And we found a real nice chilling place!

Guess where is it?

It's at the Samsung Shop.

After Calvin left, we went to pick Colin up

and headed east coast "Lagoon" for dinner.

Wow. That place remind me of "Chomp Chomp"

We had good food.

Too bad we forgot to take photos of our food.

18 May '08

Went out with my 2 darlings, Kailing and Qian Hui.

We went to Changi Airport for dinner.

Sick of Orchard, Bugis and Cityhall area.

We went to Swenson for dinner.

We were too full for any ice cream.

We had a lot of fun together.

How I wish the time can stop right there.

Vivid times just passed so fast.

We only can smile & reminisce

:: Candy Shot! ::

:: Me & Qian Hui ::

:: Me & Kailing::

:: US! ::

That's the end of another week.

Time passes so fast & alot of things had happened.

Things that had happened has no turning back

or any changes can be made.

Many lives had been taken.

Devastation filled each of the survivor's heart.

Sympathy filled the heart of witnesses of this tragic.

What can we do?

We only can pray for them and try to help.

Actually come to think of it.

Death is something inevitable.

Just that out of sudden, Death was pushed forward and in masses.

People can't take it and treat it as tragic.

I guess it's always emotional when it comes to life and death.

Pray for the affected countries and

pray for misfortune turn to be a blessing.

Pray for merciful. Continue to pray for them.

God will never fail us! BE FAITHFUL!

All Christians, let's do our part.

Take time to pray for wounds to be healed not just

physically but mentally and spiritually.

Don't forget to thank God for letting us be safe and sound in Singapore.

Remember that time I say life is like a movie.

I found a difference.

Movie can take 2 but not life.

We only can live for once. No NG, No Changes.

Life is so vulnerable. Treasure it while you still can breathe.

Take time to tell those whom you love that how you love them.

Mothers' Day

2008-05-11T19:15:00.007+08:00

Hey, Today is Mothers' Day! I'm here to wish all mothers. Happy Mothers' Day.

I really Thank God for giving me such a wonderful mother. I just love her so much. She's the best mum I ever have. She's the precious gift that God has given to me. I really treasure her. Although sometimes she's very naggy, but I know that whatever she say is for our sake. It's out of love that she nagged and scolded us.

Children please think about it. Why your parents nag and scold you but not other people's children? Because you are their child, they love you and they know what's good for you. Please do not take them for granted. Just bear that in the mind, they will not be there forever. Anyday they may leave you. Hence, treasure the time you have with them while they are still alive, don't cry at their grave and blaming yourself for not treasuring them, show your love now before it's too late. Chance is not always here. Don't let this be the greatest regret in your life. As in the bible written: " Honor your father and your mother.."- Deuteronomy 5:16

To Mum,

Thank you mum for taking care of me and brother

and as well as our family.

You are a great mum. I like to talk to you.

I feel that I can talk to you freely even about relationships.. Hehe (:

I really Thank God for giving me such a wonderful mum.

No one can compare with you. You are just too wonderful.

Mum, you rock! Haha.

I will treasure every chances to be with you.

And I hope I can be a good daughter.

Thanks mum for all the hardwork of the early years that

you and dad had overcome and provide us

with what we have today.

I'm really grateful.

I love you, Mum.

I just pray that every single day you will be happy

and let God grant you with great health.

God bless you. Thank you for everything you have done for us.

Sorry for all the misbehave and aruging with you.

Let all this be a history and I will be a good daughter

and be very good to you.

So will my brother.

Happy Mothers' Day.

Enjoyed!

With Love,
Daughter

We had simple yet good food today. On my brother's treat. We ate alot and we enjoyed the dinner together. Love my family. Father, Mother and Brother, not a single one is missed out. (: Cheers. I'm so happy today! Woohoo~ Let this happiness last in our world. Let sadness and disappointment perish into the neverland.

Last week...

2008-05-10T19:19:00.005+08:00

Sorry for not blogging on the outing I've with Kailing and Qian Hui, on Sun (4 May' 08) I met up with them. We havent been seeing each other more than a year. I think so. Even it's not, it's just show how long we didnt meet up. We missed each other lots. It's a great gathering with them. We catched up with each other lives. Spent time to the maximum. We chat lots, we took tonnes of Photos! Here are some. Too many to post (: Oh Ya, that day was Wan Ting's birthday! Woohoo..Didnt get to celebrate with her ): Never mind, there's always chance.

On Sat (3 May'08) , Went to Wisma to get some clothes and had a filling lunch at Ding Tai Fung. *Yummy* Went down to my uncle's shop at Bt. Timah. Tiring and fun filled day. (:

Wonders

2008-05-08T17:37:00.004+08:00

Don't you think life is just like a movie going on a period of time. Just that movie is a very short 1 & half or 2 hours show, but life lasted 70,80,90 years. Seems long yet short. It's so amazing. Life is like a movie and God is the scriptwritter, the director and the video-grapher. The script of our life consist of profound meaning, climax, questions, solutions, misled, disappointment, rejections, love, dilemma and many more.

Don't you think that our lives' are more exciting than movie, more ups and downs, more heartwarming, more genuine, despite we faced with rejections, disappointment, there are still many things that are positive. Don't you think it's so amazing that God had made our life so full of colours.

You may think God is unfair to us, sometimes. However, what I can say is that it depends on how u wanna see this matter. God is not being unfair. God created us, he knows what's the best for us. Just like a mobile maker will know well-through of he/her's product. Isn't it? And we dont know what is best for us, as we always see what's in front of us and not about the future. But God plan our life accordingly. Our life is so messed up because we always do things in our way and not God's way. Don't doubt God's way as you don't know what God will do great things in our life. Don't under estimated God. He's powerful and mighty.

We, human likes to magnify all the negative and being ignorant to the positive things that happen in life. We shouldn't live a life like this. I know many people out there are like the past me, who mind what people think and say. Well, you don't have to put it in your heart. They are ignorant to what they are doing. Hurt is what we can't avoid in life. Emotions too. People may seems strong on the outside but vulnerable in the inside. Just that we don't wanna show to people.

Although at times we feel inferior, but don't look down or detest yourself. If you don't love yourself who will love you? Don't care how you look. You try your best to be yourself and not be someone you can't be. Don't envy what people have. You should look carefully of your own life. There are still many things to give thanks! Everyone's life is different. Each of us have a different movie content. Don't give up on yourself. Try improve to your best in no matter what you are lacking in.

I really encourage all of us to see more of the positive of life than the negative. One statement that goes "If you think and believe your life positively, it will be positive, but if you think and believe your life negatively, it will be the worst! " Hence, think before you get depressed by the negative circumstances, remark. Just don't forget all the positive happening in life. Cheers (:

Don't be depressed anymore. Pull yourself up!

Gross!!!!

2008-05-03T20:46:00.006+08:00

Yesterday (2 May 08), went out with Wan Ting, we went shopping, and eat! I'm not sure why Wan Ting has an urged to watch movie. Finally, we have come to a conclusion to watched Doomsday.

This movie totally diguested me. This movie is a ideal example of how morally degraded our society is. I think that this movie should not be shown in Singapore or even in other countries. As this movie really is morally depraved. We were excited and thrilled by the poster. We thought it maybe like 'Resident Evil' or '28 Days After.BUT the fact is that we regretted watching it.

And you know what? The movie rating of NC16 which means the show is of acceptable viewer content, however it turn out to be contrary to what it may seems to be. It is truely a sadist show. It shows sadism behaviour. It is so gross and yucky. Recalling the scenes made me ail.

Doomsday promotes all the wrong values, sadism behaviour is one. There were all-embracing used of vulgarities and common gory scenes. And this show was full of violence, it shows inhumanity. This will certainly cause an impact on viewers, especially young kids who have no mature mindset and strong good values.

Actually, I have a urged of walking out halfway through the movie. As the inhumanity make my stomach twist. I felt sicked. Felt that my heart cannot take it any longer. Personally, I dont like sadism behaviour. Anything to do with cutting of human flesh, brutal beating. It just turn me off.

As a christian myself, I am taught that all these are negative and it's against humanity. I'm very sure that this ain't cool at all. I really don't support such digusting shows. Therefore, what I can say now is that please don't watch a show that promotes wrong values. If you watched it and think it's cool, this shows that you are truely mentally unsound!!

Simple.....

2008-05-02T11:09:00.010+08:00

Simple is beautiful.

Don't need to be complicated.

Just be Simple and it will be sweet.

World of Black and White...

2008-05-01T23:24:00.006+08:00

Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it?

It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it
means someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armour, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.

You give them a piece of you.They don't ask for it.They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'Maybe we should just be friends' or 'How very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.

It hurts.Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain

Nothing should be able to do that.
Especially not love.

I hate love.

- Neil Gaiman

Free Cone Day ~ Tues, 29th April '08

2008-04-30T20:05:00.014+08:00

As usual, Tuesday we have night class.
We've long hours of break,
me & Eve decided to go to any Ben & Jerry outlet near to our school
( The new Cathay)
to get free ice cream, as Tues was theirs'
*Free Cone Day*
~HAPPY~

Woah, alot people queuing for the ice-cream.
Initially, we thought the queue ends from the second level.
BUT we are WRONG. It end at 3rd level.
Despite the number of people,
I think their arrangement of the queue was rather good,
because it's rather fast.

Thank God.

And so our turn is here.
I had 'Chocolate Therapy' & Eve had 'Monkey Chuck'
We enjoyed the ice-cream.
It's SUPER nice! (:

Those who is a chocolate Amante like me, you should not miss out 'Chocolate Therapy', really!

Photos shall speak
.

:: Advertisement ::

Thoughts

2008-04-30T00:14:00.007+08:00

Being a sightseer.

Is just like being new to your heart.

Know nothing about you.

Just a passer-by; a nobody & even a stranger.

To you, Mr Jolly.

Just inimitable photo

2008-04-28T20:20:00.019+08:00

[ *Hope is in the air* ]

[ *Sometimes Silence can be beautiful* ]

Silence is golden.

Silence brought a kind mystery sentiment that is un-explainable.

Let the silence speaks on it's own.

And contemplate the sound of your heart.

Busy-ness of this Week

2008-04-26T10:25:00.005+08:00

Started school for 2 weeks. We specialize in Networking. Therefore we cant escape from the loads of networking stuff. Everything had just started. I initially thought that the first two week will be honeymoon for us. BUT, the fact is not. We started of having homework and project work. I supposed all of us are still having holiday mood for the first week, but set our hearts in the second week. And I had just started my PEP. First time leading a group. Pray that God will guide me. I had to manage my times for studies and serving for God (: I'm willing to do so! Though I may miss some fun time with my friends. But I believe there are other opportunities. (:

I really wanna Thank God for letting my grades improved by abit. I know it sound silly. But indeed God helped me. When I was having exam, I still faithfully served in my church. Despite I didn't managed to finish studying my stuff. But God had granted me with the blessing that That subject is one that I was most unprepared but score one of the best subject. Thanks God. Therefore, I believe that we should serve faithfully, because God will not leave us in lurch. He has show me how true HE is! Amazing~Thanks (:

For this week although there are works to be done, but we didn't forget to enjoy ourselves during school day. Well, happening! Went K-garden with Eve, Calvin, Remes. Initially, there are some other classmates who said wanna go but in the end they back out. Hence, left the 4 of us. We sang our hearts out! We had alot of FUN together and the great thing about is that it's CHEAP! Vivid moments usually passed by very fast. FUN FUN FUN! Life is so happening. Alright, now just let the photos speak for us.

:: Shine & Sparkles ::

:: Remes, Me & Eve ::

:: Calvin & Me :::: Me & Remes ::
:: SMILING US! ::

Smiling Always! (: Every Problems will not be a problem if you think positively (: BE HAPPY! CHEERS!

Thinking Hard...

2008-04-20T22:56:00.006+08:00

Lately went to watch 'The Forbidden Kingdom' - quite an action; hilarious & violence show, with my church friends. However, it's quite nice. =) The action part was exciting but i don't like the violence part, like how the citizens were being killed as a result of disobeying the notorious high rank warrior. Kinda sick.

:: Church Friends ::

This show is about -an American teenager who is obsessed with Hong Kong cinema and kung-fu classics makes an extraordinary discovery in a Chinatown pawnshop; the legendary stick weapon of the Chinese sage and warrior, the Monkey King. With the lost relic in hand, the teenager unexpectedly finds himself traveling back to ancient China to join a crew of warriors from martial arts lore on a dangerous quest to free the imprisoned Monkey King. Quite interesting =) Quite worthwhile to watch.

I have been thinking on some issues of life this days. And I realized I was sadden by the things that are happening and had happened in this days. It really seems like doomsday. I realized how the heart of the people this days seems to be getting colder and colder. People's heart are getting harden.

I'm really thinking, how can people be getting cruel, getting out of mind, getting people into misery. I really wonder when is all this going to end. I have no answer. What I can do is to pray.

I always thought that when a couple got married means they will be together until the day they die. But I was wrong. No matter woman/man, there bound to be people committing adultery. This is where the brokenness that had brought and caused in people's life/family.

Why people willing and unshamefully be a third party? Don't they have pride? Or they lost it all. I just don't understand. I bet they they lost it all. And if they say they are in misery, what I can comment is that you have brought yourself all this trouble, misery. Don't blame anyone for that, no one will answer for your own sin/wrongdoing. FACE IT YOURSELF. Because finally, you are gonna face God, Himself. Can you answer to God about your account?

God had been gracious, by giving you chances after chances to repent, but u rejected His offer. You disappoint Him time after time. You hurt Him time after time. If you don't help yourself, how is God gonna help you?

Avoiding to face the consequences is not a good way of ending misery but add on to the current misery. Not only that you brought about misery to people around you. Spouse are not easy to be found. Moreover, he/she is good husband/wife, please treasure them. Don't let them down, or hurt them. When someone is being hurt and when they get back together, things will never be the same again.

You know why? Because it's just like a vase that had been dropped and broken and you try to stick it back. Although it can be patch back, but the crack that was caused by the impact will always be there, just like a scar on someone's heart.

I realized that we always take those who loves us for granted, no matter how much effort he/she had done, in our eyes, we are blinded. Because we neither see nor appreciate. Do you know that this causes hurt to people who loves us? We should appreciate whatever he/she does. Not just for couple but for friends as well. No one deserves to be treated like king, because the fact that none of us are one! Therefore, don't act like a 'King'.

Don't take people's care and concern, love and effort for granted. Put yourself in that person's shoes who had put in so much effort and turn out to be a dishearted/ disappointment. How will you feel? I think it's super horrible. Please think of others. Don't be so self -centered. You are not to be served like a 'king' Fake 'king', living in your own world. Oh Please, WAKE UP! WAKE UP YOUR IDEA! STOP DREAMING LIKE A KID! It just disgusted me.

I was really sadden and disappointed that such thing can happened. So what love means to them? Betray? Unfaithful? Filthy? But God's love is different. 'For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.' -John 3:16. I feels God's love make me whole. I only realized it lately. How worldly things mean nothing to me when my day has come. I will leave this place with nothing as all the worldly things, we can't take it away with us. I want eternal life. Thank God for telling me this.

Human loves are temporily. No matter how much you love someone, your love will fade when times to come, but not God's love. Anything can change, but not God's love. What I say is true and it's proven. Think about it.